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35.9 hrs last two weeks / 1,535.3 hrs on record (1,509.8 hrs at review time)
Posted: 8 Mar, 2021 @ 7:02pm
Updated: 20 Dec @ 10:40am

Don't trust any f4cking person in this game or you will f4cking hate this game..... I did that review with 115 hours in the game at the time... I know I have 1500 hours and all I can say is Rust is addicting it will take hours away from your life, and you have a better chance at quitting the use of drugs than you do quitting Rust the game does something to your brain it like having s3x for the first time but the feeling will last longer than you did the first time.... if you play this game be ready to spend the rest of your life on it I tried to escape the rust addiction I got a GIRLFRIEND I got a good paying job my whole life turned around and than one day.... I got a call... it was an old friend one I hadn't talked to in a while he said "Hey man how have you been'" I didn't think anything of it we continued and had a normal conversation for about 10 mins and then I said "alright man I got to go" at the time he called me I was at lunch at a panda express eating my fried rice with honey walnut shrimp, teriyaki chicken, and orange chicken.... but before I hung up homie said "hey man if you are ever bored call me and we can play a game" and then we said our goodbyes and I hung up. The weekend came my girlfriend was out of town and I was like you know what'll call the homie and maybe play for an hour and then go get lunch I called up the homie and said "Yo You wanna play a game" and the homie said "yeah sure... Ill call you on discord" so I get on my pc and open up discord and call the homie and then updated my PC because it had been close to a year since I had been on it... So me and the homie were talking and trying to figure out a game to play and he said "How about rust" I sat there and said "idk man it has been a while, why don't we play Apex" which he replied " Oh come on man lets just play on a 10x for a little bit and then we can play apex " to which I said I don't know man... I don't want to get addicted again... deep down the urges started to come back to me just like the first time I was kissing a girl and she slid her hand down my shorts.... I folded I gave in....I updated Rust... we found a server and it was like I never left I was tripling kids as I had never left I was unstoppable 1v3...1v4... even a 1v6 I couldn't be stopped and before I knew it I had been on for 12 hours... yes just like that... I was ashamed it was like the post-nut clarity of when you get drunk and stick your hot dog down the first girl that will take it even if she's extremely overweight... ]I told my friend im getting off i went to bed so sad and disappointed in myself, I tossed and turned all night... I woke up the next morning and texted my girlfriend "Good morning" and as I looked at my phone I saw a text from my friend that said "Get on" with a picture of 2 boxes full of rockets.... I was shaking... I got nervous like the feeling you get when you go to cheat on your girlfriend and right before you stick your hot dog down this random girl you think...." do i really want to do this" But as it grows in your hand you have no other choice but to use it.... in this situation I have no other choice but to get on... so I did..... and we where unstoppable bases left and right where getting raided and no one could stop us... I played all day that day and ignored all the text from my girlfriend it was 1 am and I told my homie "Alright imma get off for the night " and he said "What if we get raided" I said I'll just turn my headphones on all the way and have them next to me... I hadn't done that in over a year... I could feel the addiction coming back... I needed to stop and I told myself "I'll finish this wipe and then I'll quit playing. The next day came and as soon as I woke up I went straight to the game, no good morning to the girlfriend... all I could think about was rust... I played all day with the homie until about 8 pm, I had work early in the morning I had to be up by 3 am... My friend told me "Just play for 1 more hour" to which I said not I got work early I need to go to bed" So I got off but I couldn't sleep it kept me up for an hour eventually I got on again it was around 9:40 and I texted my boss that I wasn't feeling good and I probably won't be in... I played all night until 7 am, my homie didn't have a job he was very poor and lived with his dad waiting for his youtube to take off it never did... My girlfriend got home that day around 8:30 am and she said why aren't you at work, I told her "I was throwing up all night and I was so sick so I called off" I lied right to her I had never done that, she was already mad that I hadn't been texting her, but I played it off like the reason why was because I was so sick.. she wanted me to go to the store with her but I told her "I have to fill out a sick form for why I missed work so I can get paid for that day" that was all BS but she believed it. I got on again once she left and I knew that I would have a couple of hours to play while she was gone, so I played for a couple hours but I couldn't stop... She came home and saw me on a game that she had never seen she was furious screaming and screaming and screaming at me for playing these childish games with people that have no life..... I stood up from my chair and I fired back "I can do whatever I want around here I pay the bills and I work my 4ss off every day to support you and all you do is spend my money you fat pig" She broke down into tears "do I comfort her" I thought" I stood there looking at her... I sit back down in my chair having my back towards her as she cries "do you not care about me anyone DO YOU NOT LOVE ME!" she cries...My brain was shut off all I cared about was rust I didn't care how she felt, she sat there looking at me for another 5 minutes and then she got up and walked to our bedroom, a few hours later she came out of the bedroom, she walks over to me and says "I'm sorry I made you mad and I love you" to which I replied "ok" and that's all I said the tears that instantly filled her eyes as she stands there and looks at me, I don't look back Im focused on the game she leaves... That night I texted my boss again explaining that I wouldn't be in for the next 2 Days because I was so sick that I had to go to the ER... none of this is true by this point I was already starting on another server for a fresh wipe. The next morning my girlfriend came out and said "Are you still sick?" I said "Yes" In my head I could tell that she was just trying to be nice and try to get me to talk to her I could tell that I hurt her really bad yesterday. She asked me "Well do you want to go get breakfast," I said "No sorry" to which she said "Well what about a coffee" "No thanks," I said "Well what about lunch or dinner" Then I lost it "don't I already spend enough time with you.. like we live together isn't that enough if I wanted to spend more time with you than I would ask you... OK!" the look on her face, I could never forget that look, but i didn't care the wipe so far was going very well we where on a 2x sever and it we where already top of the sever and where agian unstoppable... My girlfriend left the house and I didn't see her for the rest of the day, I looked down at my phone from a text from my boss to which he said "HR said that they will need a doctor's note for you to be excused for this long" I replied with an "ok" I told my self "ill go to the doctor tmr and just fake sick and get a note. The next day I got my note doctor said" you probably have covid so you need to quarantine for 2 weeks" I had never been so happy I just got 2 weeks off and with this doctors note I can get paid leave.... I said everything into HR and boom 2 weeks to play Rust and get paid life couldn't be so good. I get home and my girlfriend is in the kitchen making food she greets me with a smile and says "Oh where have you been" I told her "The doctor said I got covid and I have to stay home for 2 weeks" she said " oh well that sucks I hope you feel better" I simled and than
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fry 20 Dec @ 10:45am 
sat down in the chair fired up the pc and loaded up rust, as Im waiting for the homie to get on my girlfriend comes over and gives me a kiss on the cheek and begians to start giving me a back rub as I play now Im thinking either she is being nice and feels bad or she wants hotdog well she wanted hotdog and she was working for it and it was nice but it got distracting, her hair was getting in my face when she would lean down to give me kisses and her hands where digging down into my shoulders messing with my gaming posture... finally I had enough I was in a 1v2 killed one when she leaned down to give me more kisses and her hair got in the way and got me killed... I lost it... I stood up and said "Can you just go away Can't you tell I don't want you anymore... I don't love and I want you out of my f###ing life you bi##" The anger that I had built up inside me just came out all on top of her...
fry 20 Dec @ 10:44am 
she looked at me with missed emotions she started crying but at the same time started yelling at me " you let these games ruin our relationship and you don't even care" she said, "get the f4#k out of my house and don't come back" I said, she got all of her stuff and left... I just went back to playing and every day for the rest of that 2 weeks I spent playing until that 2 weeks were about to come to an end... I couldn't go back to work.... my homie convinced me to quit and start YouTube and that we could make fire videos and become super big and blah blah blah, that night I went to bed super late and woke up at 3 am and went to work and I was p1ssed off just for the fact that i was at work and not playing rust...
fry 20 Dec @ 10:44am 
My boss greeted me "Oh look who's back" me and him always used to joke and give each other sh1t but when he told me that it p1ssed me off even more... That day I only made it to lunch, I couldn't do it... My homie was texting me showing me all this loot he was getting I had enough I go to my boss's office and said "This place sucks f4#k and everyone that works here" and left and went home to never return... I started my youtube channel, I had enough money saved up that I wouldnt have to worry about bills for the next 6 months so I had 6 Months to start making money, I started posting videos I would get a couple views here and there but nothing big...
fry 20 Dec @ 10:43am 
2 months go buy and Im not making any progress but the homie keeps telling me itll be fine youll make it month 6 comes and I havent made any money but I couldnt give up hope I spent the last of my money on csgo cases hoping to pull somthing big that i could sell for big I bought over 600 cases and got 3 knifes 1 was a shadow daggers free hand worth about 100$ the other was a navaja ultra violet worth about 110$ and the last was a gut knife urban masked worth about 115$ I had lost all of my money... looking for a job wasnt an option I used the money i got from the knifes to keep the power on that only bought me 2 months of power i would drink water from the neighbros hose but once I had no more money to pay the power, life was pretty much over the bank was forclosing the house.... I had no choice but to move back in with my parents... I was in the deepest hole that someone could be in but I still had rust...
fry 20 Dec @ 10:43am 
rust makes me forget about my problems it makes all the bad stuff go away i feel alive when I play rust nothing could make me happier. I've been living with my parents for 5 months now and don't plan on moving out, I tell them "My YouTube is taking off give me a year and I'll be rolling in money" I haven't posted on YouTube in 2 months I have no desire for it... at this point, I'm a bum and every night I looked on my phone and see my friends getting married and people just enjoying there lives and then there's my ex-girlfriend she looks so happy she already has a new boyfriend... I remember that look on her face when I used to take her out on dates...
fry 20 Dec @ 10:43am 
If I could go back and fix everything I wouldn't the times and all the fun I've had playing Rust is worth more to me than anything.... I'll finish this off by saying Rust is the best game I've ever played and I think rust will be my life from now on... if you have dreams follow them, for some people their dream is just to wake up and play rust until they go to sleep and just do that on repeat for me that is my dream and I am going to chase it until I cant............. Farewell for now
Next update will be at 2500 hrs if I ever make it there
love fry