I was watching a CCTV camera footage of myself yesterday, I could not believe it. I could literally tell the Autism from my own movement. My gait was so ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ strange, both animated and rigid at the same time, kind of like a Will McKenZie walk. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hell, at this point I have basically embraced the Aspergers. I cannot stand being around other people, I feel so suffocated, I just want to be alone, yet loneliness is a pain in itself.

You have realised, or if not, need to realise that aspergers will lead you to a life of loneliness, that is the truth. You have to be very picky with girls (as if that is a challenge) and find one that is similar to you, easier said than done, I know. Even for Autists who actually make it and get married, the divorce rate is 80%.

I am just embracing loneliness. It is the best thing for me.

I was watching a CCTV camera footage of myself yesterday, I could not believe it. I could literally tell the Autism from my own movement. My gait was so fucking strange, both animated and rigid at the same time, kind of like a Will McKenZie walk. Fucking hell, at this point I have basically embraced the Aspergers. I cannot stand being around other people, I feel so suffocated, I just want to be alone, yet loneliness is a pain in itself. You have realised, or if not, need to realise that aspergers will lead you to a life of loneliness, that is the truth. You have to be very picky with girls (as if that is a challenge) and find one that is similar to you, easier said than done, I know. Even for Autists who actually make it and get married, the divorce rate is 80%. I am just embracing loneliness. It is the best thing for me.