第①獵人·聖劍路德維希
Patrick   Shanghai, Shanghai, China
 
 
羁绊太多,只会迷失自我;
生まれて、すみません
Why do we choose to chase what we'll lose?
What did you do today?
They don't really care about us,do they?
さぁ、痛(いた)いのその向(む)こうへ
世界を変える準備万端
そう、汚い妄想は,汚いお金で 解決させましょう
ほろ苦(にが)いもんだ 现実(げんじつ)は
さぁ、痛(いた)いのその向(む)こうへ
而生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
只能扑向 泥泞迎向 那阵骤雨 由不得你
活着 如果只是不甘寂静的喧嚣
那就咆哮吧 让每个人都能听的到
用力的还击 发出声音
让他们安静 不敢相信
继续前进 他们畏惧
睁大眼睛 他们躲避
Sekai is a girl named World

NEET ?

再见孙悟空,BACK TO LIFE
Life is a survival game.
纷争在魂归墓地那一才能安息。
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Artwork Showcase
Nobody belongs anywhere, nobody exists on purpose, everybody's going to die.
【CONFIG FOR CSGO】
+exec apatrick.cfg -high -novid -noforcemaccel -noipx -nojoy -preload -highpriority -processheap -tickrate 128 -language english -fps max 299 -width 1400 -height 1050 -freq 75 -d3d9ex -tickrate 128

unbindall
cl_use_opens_buy_menu 0

bind "1" "slot1"
bind "2" "slot2"
bind "3" "slot3"
bind "4" "slot4"
bind "5" "slot5"
bind "a" "+moveleft;r_cleardecals"
bind "b" "buymenu"
bind "c" "slot6"
bind "d" "+moveright;r_cleardecals"
bind "e" "+use"
bind "f" "+lookatweapon"
bind "g" "drop"
bind "i" "show_loadout_toggle"
bind "m" "teammenu"
bind "n" "noclip"
bind "q" "lastinv"
bind "r" "+reload"
bind "s" "+back;r_cleardecals"
bind "t" "+spray_menu"
bind "v" "slot10"
bind "w" "+forward;r_cleardecals"
bind "x" "slot7"
bind "y" "messagemode"
bind "z" "slot8"
bind "`" "+jthrow"
bind "," "buyammo1"
bind "." "buyammo2"
bind "\" "toggleconsole"
bind "ENTER" "messagemode2"
[bind "SPACE" "+jump"
bind "TAB" "+showscores"
bind "CAPSLOCK" "+duck"
bind "ESCAPE" "cancelselect"
bind "DEL" "mute"
bind "PAUSE" "pause"
bind "SHIFT" "+speed"
bind "ALT" "+cjump"
bind "RCTRL" "+altbinds"
bind "F3" "radio2"
bind "F4" "radio1"
unbind "F5"
bind "F6" "save quick"
bind "F7" "load quick"
bind "F10" "quit prompt"
bind "F1" "cl_radar_scale 1"
bind "F2" "cl_radar_scale 0.4"
bind "MOUSE1" "+attack"
bind "MOUSE2" "+attack2"
bind "MOUSE4" "+voicerecord"
bind "MOUSE5" "+jthrow"
bind "MWHEELUP" "+jump"
[bind "MWHEELDOWN" "+jump"

【function】
alias +cjump "+jump; +duck"
alias -cjump "-jump; -duck"
bind "ALT" "+cjump"
voice_scale 0.08
bind "N" "noclip"

alias +jthrow "+jump;-attack"
alias -jthrow "-jump"
bind "`" "+jthrow"

bind "F" "+lookatweapon;r_cleardecals"

【crosshair】
cl_crosshair_drawoutline "1.000000"
cl_crosshair_dynamic_maxdist_splitratio "0.35"
cl_crosshair_dynamic_splitalpha_innermod "1"
cl_crosshair_dynamic_splitalpha_outermod "1"
cl_crosshair_dynamic_splitdist "0"
cl_crosshair_outlinethickness "0.500000"
cl_crosshair_sniper_show_normal_inaccuracy "0"
cl_crosshair_sniper_width "1"
cl_crosshair_t "0.000000"
cl_crosshairalpha "999.000000"
cl_crosshaircolor "5.000000"
cl_crosshaircolor_b "0.000000"
cl_crosshaircolor_g "255.000000"
cl_crosshaircolor_r "0.000000"
cl_crosshairdot "0.000000"
cl_crosshairgap "-2.000000"
cl_crosshairgap_useweaponvalue "0"
cl_crosshairscale "1700"
cl_crosshairsize "1.500000"
cl_crosshairstyle "4.000000"
cl_crosshairthickness "0.500000"
cl_crosshairusealpha "1"
cl_fixedcrosshairgap "0"

【viewmodel】
cl_viewmodel_shift_left_amt "0.500000"
cl_viewmodel_shift_right_amt "0.250000"
viewmodel_fov "68"
viewmodel_offset_x "1.5"
viewmodel_offset_y "2"
viewmodel_offset_z "-2?"
viewmodel_presetpos "0"
viewmodel_recoil "1.0"
cl_bob_lower_amt "5.000000"
cl_bobamt_lat "0.100000"
cl_bobamt_vert "0.100000"
cl_bobcycle "0.98"

viewmodel_recoil 1

【others】
sensitivity 1.12
r_drawtracers_firstperson 1
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第①獵人·聖劍路德維希 12 Aug, 2022 @ 6:29am 
“那一天 我第一次对自己说谎
我告诉自己
这是无可奈何的
但是…
说实话 那种感觉并不坏
再也不用吃冰冷的饭
也不用睡在坚硬的地板上
最重要的是
第一次感觉到自己被他人所需要
第一次感受到自己能帮上他人的忙
对我而言 这才是最重要的
但是 那个时候
我才想起
这一切都只是谎言

然后我再一次 对自己说谎了
我以为这样就能拯救大家
然而 并没有如愿以偿
那个时候我就在想 这大概就是惩罚吧
并不是因为受人唆摆
去欺骗众人的惩罚
而是因为欺骗自己 以为自己能够帮助
不断对自己说谎的惩罚

当我再次睁开眼睛的时候
呈现在我眼前的是无限的自由
假如命运真的存在于世上
我也只能放声嘲笑它的变化无常
但是那个一天 我对自己发誓了
再也不再说谎了
再也不会对自己说谎
我一定要坦诚地活下去”
《进击的巨人》8-12-2022
boorukcho 27 Dec, 2020 @ 12:32pm 
add me, can you?
第①獵人·聖劍路德維希 4 Oct, 2018 @ 10:59am 
“——The First Flame quickly fades. Darkness will shortly settle. But one day, tiny flames will dance across the darkness. Like embers, linked by Lords past.
——Ashen One, hearest thou my voice still?”
《Dark Souls III》10-5-2018
第①獵人·聖劍路德維希 9 Aug, 2018 @ 6:42pm 
“One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree. ‘Which road do I take?’ she asked. ‘Where do you want to go?’ was his response. ‘I don’t know,’ Alice answered. ‘Then,’ said the cat, ‘it doesn’t matter.”
《Alice in Wonderland》8-10-2018
第①獵人·聖劍路德維希 16 Jul, 2018 @ 2:02am 
"I lingered round them, under that benign sky: watched the moths fluttering among the heath and harebells, listened to the soft wind breathing through the grass, and wondered how any one could ever imagine unquiet slumbers for the sleepers in that quiet earth."
《WUTHERING HEIGHTS》7-16-2018
第①獵人·聖劍路德維希 8 Aug, 2017 @ 8:45am 
Nobody belongs anywhere, nobody exists on purpose, everybody's going to die.