That's actually a good f*** question because blue ranks are already way beyond most players and I can't believe you got there playing like that.

I guess that shows you that playing dirty and skilless you can get pretty far

What a shame of Shaheen, you don't know anything at all about him or how to use it.

ure so lucky that nobody plays ur character, and i dont even know what u are doing, cuz u play like an absolute restarded monkey, legit absolute ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ of a player

I am 24 rn. It has been one year since my last lsd trip. My last trip was kinda bad. For the first 16 hours it was fun, but when I did not come down after about 16 hours, I started panicking and thinking that I might never come down.
I decided to do masturbate thinking it might help me fall asleep. At first, I could not get myself aurosed, I put on some porn and it did the trick, I was super horny within a few minutes.
The original plan was to fap once and then fall asleep after a nice orgasm. The orgam was intense and out of the world but It did not make me fall asleep.
I fapped about 10 more times in the span of few hours, it felt crazy good but it did not help with the sleep, I also felt a wierd head pressure after the orgasms. Now, I don't know what was happening to my brain during that time but after each orgasm the head pressure increased and it felt like my brain was being fried. The trip ended in about 22 hours and I was finally able to fall asleep.

Since then, I feel like I am orgasming randomly and spontaneously during the day, almost every single day. The feeling can last from a few hours to a days.
My genitals are not sexually aurosed when it happens unless I consciously make the effort but it just feels soo good. So good that it becomes almost too uncomfortable very soon. I feel like orgasming with the feeling of dpdr and head pressure. When I start thinking about sex, the feeling becomes even more intense, and it is soo wild that I cannot even put it in words. Even when I do not think about sex and just focus on the feeling, I still feel like orgasming like crazy.
It is too distracting that I cannot even focus on day to day activities. I have been 100% clean from everything including alcohol since the last year but my condition is not improving. I just want to feel normal.

I am orgasming as Im typing this, it is more like a continuous mental orgasm which feels very uncomfortable rn because I can't do anything else, felt great for a few minutes. I can't do anything else, it is too distracting. Even when I fap now, I do not get the feeling of post nut clarity. I am somehow permahorny.
Did I ♥♥♥♥ up my brain forever? Will I ever be normal again?
I need your advice and help please.