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Wingman: Silver 3 　　 Brain Problems: Severe OCD, ADD, DCD, SAD...
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I can't go outside, I can't sit on the couch, bed, pet my dog, water my plants or touch anyone or anything other than certain "clean" items. I take one hour long showers, my skin hurts; especially my hands which are raw, bleedy & itchy, making people feel uneasy. I am living in an endless nightmare where you all are constantly spreading dirt everywhere and I'm supposed to ignore it. I can only relax while I'm asleep away from the intrusive thoughts and that's if I'm not having bad dreams. OCD is permanent but can be reduced with meds/therapy which did nada for me so yeah. I hope one day I'll have my mind transferred into a T-800 so I can chase and eradicate all filth/liiving organisms.