기대                                                                        & 무서움

                                                                                                                chaos is angel who fell in love with a demon.
  
 

               You left, and my heart is a ceaseless sermon of loneliness.

    choking hard on the air i breathe. sulphur in my lungs.
the same hatred which rips my everything apart, morphing me up. feeling joy in pain. feeling pain in joy. embracing what's bad because the good was never right in the first place. pain is what makes you feel stronger. makes you feel real. enduring the hell, forth and back; isn't that power is all about?
   what's more godly than the feeling of being the one in charge,
      when you actually...

    releasing sweet scents into the air i breathe. nectar in my mouth.
the same love which makes me whole again, morphing me up. feeling joy in amity. feeling pain in ignorance. embracing what's good because the demon may never even touch you again. knowledge is what makes you feel stronger. makes you feeling real. walking by heaven's gate, back and forth; isn't that power is all about?
      what's more godly than the feel of being the one in charge,
   when you actually...

      are not. and never will.   cause that's not you talkin.     the demons inside,       gidae and museoum,         will never allow settlements.         you're their favourite,       forever     and ever,   prisoner.          and you shall never   feel peace     or chaos       inside you         ever           again.