This is a group for players whoose got pain in there heart

Hello to you, I speak to you personally because I think you're all alone in front of your computer to read this message (like a normal player lol)
I created this group because I just realized that my life falls down at the moment and therefore create this group is for me a way to combine all those who are not necessarily satisfied with their life in full.
For me, everything is emotional falls into the water.
In 2010 I lost the friendship of my best friend and my best friend as well (as it were a couple "♥♥♥♥"). After that I talked to my cousin who asked me to come home to 300 miles from home. I agreed to refreshes me ideas.
Her best friend to her was a gorgeous blonde with a style that could be described as "emo" (yes all players in cs: s drooling before the blonde emo).
We began to see all three and I really sympathizer with her. Following this meeting it (Camille) and I (SuNNz..) Sum became very close. So much so that one night we slept enssemble. She became my girlfriend then, this lasted for around 5 months.
One night we left with friends in her car, we were hit by another driver.

Following the accident Camille remained in a coma (she was in a hospital bed) one year (10 months) before she died. Rest in peace my love <3
[She died 30 October 2011 of a brain problem]
At that time I had no one, # G [my best friend] was not there, # A [best friend girl] was not there either.
I became depressed for a week or so I stayed in my room without crying. I could not and yet I would have liked.
Following this tragic event I met my best friend (it always comes out with my best friend [A]) and we get along wonderfully. At least until tonight.
My best friend I think I lost again but for a long time.
Personally I am beautiful, intelligent, respectful of others, I found a new girlfriend but she has a lot less than my best friend [A] and even less so that Camille and I'm still very sad.

This is a true story, I do not post on forums or other blogs on the net for a liver because I rather like that of steam is that you look at my story.