okay, continuation of what i was saying in chat
[20:19]
life is pretty pointless
[20:20]
you are born out of chance from your parents (Bearbeitet)
[20:20]
prolonging your existence out of fear and some hope
[20:21]
and die, most of us being inconsequential to the rest of the world
[20:22]
i dont feel a point to continue... not really
[20:23]
hope, love, and not wanting to hurt the loved is what keeps me going
[20:23]
im kinda holding on by a thread rn guys

Ahhh
[01:04]
Existence ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hurts
[01:06]
Like i don't even know what to do at this point. I just wanna ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ do things and enjoy life but there's this invisible (mental) barrier I can't get over no matter what happens
[01:08]
And it hurts so much. It's just pain all over and what's even worse is that sometimes it gets so bad I'm legit unable to talk about it, like rn i was talking to my best friend and i just couldn't tell him, i really tried, but it's just this ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ barrier