That's the kind of man I am. I have no power, but I want everything at once. I have no knowledge, but I can't stop dreaming. I can't do anything, but I keep trying. I'm constantly putting on a show, making myself look important when I'm really nobody. I've never done anything, but I resent it like I know what I'm doing. Who do you think I am? It's amazing that I've managed to live like this and blush about it. Я... empty. there's nothing in me at all. I know that. It's obvious. I've done nothing in my whole life. I've had so much time, so much freedom. I could have accomplished so much, but I did nothing... and this is the result! I am the result of my idleness! All my helplessness, all my weakness is all a product of my rotten personality. Wanting to achieve something while doing nothing is just the height of arrogance. That's right. I'm a nobody...