Yeah, I f u c k up and lose control
Burned so many bridges, got nowhere to go
I'm smoking cigarettes alone until it burn a hole
In my lungs, in my soul, in my denim coat
Life's been hard since I was young
I've been through hell, I think I'm somewhere in between
Caught in purgatory, I can paint the scene
Everything turned to a nightmare from a dream
Lately I've been sick of living and nobody knows how I'm really feeling
I always hated to smile, but it keep what is killing me hidden inside
I didn't sign up to be the hero, but I don't want to wind up a villain
Why don't you throw me in the damn flame?
Bury me in gold chains
Throw me in the damn flame
I'm waiting on the rain to come and wash it all away..