o ja piredole

We ♥♥♥ together. I never before now am tell my mother about ♥♥♥ because i am very shame. As i ♥♥♥♥ this American boy it is very good to me but also i am feel so guilty. I feel extreme guilty as I begin ♥♥♥♥♥♥. I feel so guilty that I pick up my telephone and call Mother in Russia. I awaken her. It too late for stopping so I am ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥. I am very upset and guilty and crying, so I yell her, "I AM ♥♥♥ FROM ♥♥♥" (in Russia). She say what? I say "I COME FROM ♥♥♥" and she say you boy, do not marry American girl, and I say "NO I AM ♥♥♥ FROM ♥♥♥ WITH MAN, I AM IN ASS, I ♥♥♥ IN ASS" and my mother very angry me. She not get scared though.
I hang up phone and am very embarrass.. I am guilt and feel very stupid. I wonder, why do I ♥♥♥ with man?.