If you follow me on Twitter, you are probably no doubt aware, I am currently getting a lot of hate for some things I said some time ago, and in this Twitlonger I would like to address all of it.

First and foremost, I would like to state that saying the N word is 100% wrong and I absolutely shouldn't have.

It started with someone who doesn't like me simply for wanting Geno in Smash trying to bring attention to me saying the N word with the hard R to them on Discord back in May of 2017. This was simply wrong of me and I apologize. I was 17 at the time (I am 21 right now) and I was a way different person back then. Since then I have changed.

There are also screenshots of me from this year, around May-April, saying the N word with the hard R in my own public Discord Server. All of these are of me telling someone else not to say those words. But the point is that in those messages I said the word, and I shouldn't have. I should have simply said "Please do not say the N word" instead of saying the full word. For that I also truly apologize. At the time some people also joined my server to mass spam the word in it (all those people were swiftly banned). I like to think I stay pretty level-headed in those situations, but because of the stress that comes with that I probably wasn't thinking straight and just wanted to get the message out there that I don't want people saying those words in my server, even if in doing so I said it myself. Which I of course shouldn't have, and for that I'm sorry.

Lastly I wanna discuss me saying "Yooooooo suck my ♥♥♥♥ you ni- Aye ♥♥♥♥ almost got canceled there" on Twitter back in December of 2019. This was in a conversation between a friend of mine with whom I used to make jokes like these around that time, which we don't anymore. The joke was obviously that I almost said the N word, but whether I said it or not doesn't matter, what matters is that I shouldn't make jokes like that in the first place, even if it's with a friend of mine. For that I also apologize and I would never repeat such behavior.

A very large amount of people that I have never seen interreact with me and also don't know me seem to be going after me because of a recent meme on Twitter that "sometimes big is happening December 21st", which is tomorrow. These people are trying to make said big thing me getting cancelled. I know I can't fight something that's a big meme on the platform, but I just felt like I should point it out.

Closing thoughts, I said it a lot already in this Twitlonger but I truly do mean it. I apologize for what I have said in the past, and I promise to have changed and never speak such foul language again. I try to keep my Discord server an inclusive place for everyone, and I'm very strict on the rules about racism, homophobia, transphobia etc. While I know this will continue to haunt me for the foreseeable future, I hope you will be able to forgive me, and trust me that I have changed.

And finally, please don't apologize on my behalf, while I appreciate people trying to defend me, I am in the wrong here and I want to acknowledge that.

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