I wish I would've done things differently while you were still here Marina. I wish I could go back and change all of the horrible things I said to you, and change the way I treated you when I was upset. Nothing will never change the fact that you are my little sister, my best friend, my other half. No matter how much pain I feel and no matter how much I hate myself for not being able to save you, I know you loved me and I know you were only doing what you had to do to make yourself happy again. I just wish there was more I could have done for you. I wish I would've been more present in your life. I wish I could've saved you the one time you needed it the most. I love you Marina, and I always will. 'Till we meet in Heaven sister. Love, with all my heart, your Bearbi <3

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ fam, play a different game besides wack ass town of salem. <3