2 years later, hope u doing okai~ Wanna play Stardew moar, but waiting for mod updates and things. Still thinking of ya every now and again. Be safe! ~<3

Kina-kun~ Miss u! <3
Yeah, Zee playz stardew sometimes, usually when the power goes, have been playing it off and on for years, last few months have been trying it with mods too.

Zee is glad to still see ya around. <3

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Hey! You don't have to chat long but can you answer my question on discord pleeeaaassee! Tryna decide something!

I'm worried about you! Check discord, or send me a heart at least so I know you're okay or i'll just fly to where you live and figure it out personally.

Yeah, we're talking about the same one. I know we all have different tastes, but I also know how some people can react when you don't like something they love, lmao. Lately I've just been putting on a kpop playlist on spotify.

Nice! I enjoy kpop as well. I'd say my favorites are BIGBANG and BLACKPINK. I know I'd get the side eye for saying this, but BTS is alright. Not totally crazy about them. <_<;;

No worries! I've been there where things suck me away. On the bright side we always come back! :D

What music have you been listening to?

Hope you're doing well~! :)

Hi Kina~ I just got a confirmation about the Download code to TnC.
For the download code it will come with a DLC

A lot of people have quit, for the longest it was only me and another manager.. so two managers only.. in a store that needs constant manager presence.. I worked basically 7 days in a row, almost would've been 8 but I practically forced an extra day off. I couldn't do another day.

Hey sorry I forgot to get back to your rdr 2 comment.. work has gone from amazing too.... yikes and i'm so exhausted honestly.

I haven't even gotten to play lately but what I have played I really loved it!

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Also, I hope you had a good thanksgiving as well! And no worries, I enjoy all my replies from you no matter what they're like! I actually worked thanksgiving and blackfriday.. and the weekend after that so needless to say I was really tired and just kept sleeping a lot. You're pretty spot on with my age though, most guess like 26+ but i'm just 21 lol! Well.. until they see me in person and then they're like "Oh you're 16" I'm just sorry my reply took so long honestly.

Now with Red Dead out i'm also wondering how it's going performance wise.. I hope there's no issues.. I'm kinda addicted to raft the moment anyway though! It's such a nice relaxing small game. I love easy to play games lately.

I knoooww! I have to wait a bit to get it, but i'm pretty excited. I just hope no one posts any spoilers or i'll have to gut them!

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That's sorta how I felt about Red Dead! And black ops 1 for a while before I realized there were other fps out there that competed with COD and then my brain kinda !?!?!? Ugh I have sooo much to learn with Pokemon.. like the generations thing.. I'm so confused, is that the games released in a single year? Or directly tied to the plot? And games similar to pokemon? Hmm... Does the new Epic Battle Fantasy count? lol In EBF5 you can capture monsters and summon them in battle!

Hilariously my earlier years.. I was interested in games but I could never properly articulate what I was looking for because I was literally clueless! I kept describing games like minecraft and skyrim to my mom. I wanted adventure games where I could run around and slay things. lol But there's a lot of classics i'm behind on as well. Cause there's also that horror/serial killer addiction I got where I will literally tune out for a good documentary/movie.

You're 27!! Interesting! How old do you think I am? I'm always fascinated by the answers people give me. Also yea, Sekiro I thought was gonna be a slightly more intense Sleeping dogs (which I also adore), until I saw a Dunkey video on it and just sorta nodded and said "Oh, Nioh PT 2" I think people who play Dark Souls games have never experienced enough pain in life, like banging up your funny bone, so they play that game to compensate... Now me? I'm clumsy.. I've experienced it all.. like bruising my heel somehow. So I'm good on the pain meter.

Ugh the second I get free time i'm playing enderal. I feel like i'd love the hell outta it, since I loved skyrim so much so it's basically right up my ally. I'll let you know my first impressions the second I get some down time!

Yes! Same. When I first got into pc my first games were like Sims & Minecraft.. Then Skyrim/Don't starve.. I fell in love with all the indie titles though, I thought that was really why PC was loved over console.. personally i'll forever be a console girl at heart but I do really love Stardew & Rakuen! Also yep, I never bothered with MMOs for that reason as well! Subscriptions are expensive! Ugh, I really should go play D2, I literally skipped D1 & 2 and got Diablo 3 because I saw my mom playing diablo 3 and was so fascinated. It looked so different from anything i'd played so far so then I hopped into that.

No worries! No need to apologize, i'm just sorry i'm getting back to you so late. I expected basically a whole week off and then started getting calls asking if I could come in.. naturally I need the money so I was like "YES!"... But i'm so sleepie and tired now. I have to go in again tomorrow at 5am. 5AM!!!! I'm *barely* a morning person!! They're lucky I like my job.

The new library? I've been using it for a while now and it took some adjusting. At first I hated it but actually I think I like it a lot. My biggest annoyance with it is how some games don't have full pictures.. and i'm not sure if i'm willing to dedicate the time to give it to them heh. Also, I watched that youtube video and wow... I knew they had an issue with stuff like that before actually.. It's just so stupid and ridiculous, you'd never hear about this happening to people youtube favors.

Honestly I feel like youtube is picking and choosing who these rules apply to. The things the Paul brothers get away with whereas smaller channels are brutally punished is literally ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. It'll be weird to see the day that youtube is dead, especially since I grew up watching videos from it... ugh I feel like i'm watching part of my childhood slip away.

That's amusing btw! I love your love/hate relationship with zombies! It's probably easier to see it on tv than it is to be the person who'd you would see on tv... if that makes sense. lol You get it! Btw, before I forget... have you seen that skyrim mod enderal?? I'm considering playing it, I already downloaded it yesterday the second I saw it. It's a complete skyrim overhaul soooo i'm so ready. I shouldn't... but I will.

Me neither. That' was my same thought as well, why limit yourself? It hurts you more in a long run because some many good titles will release in the time you're exclusive and people will just forget about you unless the marketing is good enough. But I was a console girl back in the day as well, so all this pc drama is like *yawn*.

I would've never gotten Hollow Knight if not for someone telling me to when I gave them two games to pick between. I thought I was making a horrible decision but, coming from one of the world's worst platformers, it's not so bad! I struggled with dark souls, but Hollow Knight went waaaayyy smoother. If you learn attack patterns you can win! Unless... it's the "watcher knights" .... I don't even wanna talk about that boss fight. I'm still recovering.

YES!! That's my issue! When I'm getting chased i'm like mashing all the buttons to get away. If I have a weapon? Bit better. But no weapon? I'm panicking like, "HELLLOOOOO???!! WHERE DO I GO!!" That's why I personally couldn't play Outlast. Afterwhile, I just get frustrated dying trying to get away, but I enjoyed watching others play it and suffer in my place.

Yea nowadays i'm pretty pitiful, my horror addiction hasn't really been treated but I plan to change that. It's just so hard, i'm so picky! I want REAL horror... and then I don't at the same time because what if the demons are aware i'm watching them and come after me? I get silly thoughts like that hehe. You know, it wasn't really horror but the best creepy/killer movie i've seen in a while is "Hush". It's told from the perspective a deaf woman and a serial killer is trying to get her. It was pretty original and unique, if I had to recommend a movie it'd be that one!

Oh, I forgot about that one! That's another reason I want a nintendo, i've also never played Pokemon! OH! And Harvest moon and animal crossing are other ones I'd love to try too! Soooo many games. Need a sugar daddy just to cut the costs.

Hilariously that the part i haven't gotten past yet. The talking to others who go through the same thing, I just feel so alone. I'm horrible, but i'm really good at lying and pretending to be okay when things aren't okay.. and I think that's bad but at the same time.. I can't help it. Like my cup has overflowed with everyone, so all that's left is smiling and pretending i'm alright.

I stopped watching video game trailers for that reason btw, ugh they're so bad. I don't think i'd have bought skyrim based off it's official trailer, I probably wouldn't even own it if not for the youtubers I watch. Speaking of which, I feel like youtube is dying. All of my youtubers have gone to twitch, so I spend my free time watching vods a lot now lately.

Shenmue 3 was supposed to come out on steam and then it turned to an epic exclusive and pissed off a lot of people because the majority of the kickstarter backers were steam users. Ugh. This epic vs steam war is pretty ridiculous. I'm waiting for the storm to pass and for epic to die or something so I can stop having to wait a year. I almost forgot to mention, The Outer Worlds was something I was looking forward to soooo much before it switched to epic! Have you seen the gameplay on that? The wait would kill me if not for rdr 2. Oh and have you seen the game Hollow Knight? Ugh next year i'm gonna be swamped with good titles.

Yea i'm actually adapting to my new job quickly and more easy than I thought, and all of my coworkers really adore me as well so that's a plus! I'm glad it's going so well, hopefully they'll keep me after the season ends but if they don't it's okay. I've played enough stealth games.. robbers have lucrative careers!

You have a fear of zombies?? That's interesting! Hilariously as much as I love everything horror, I cannot handle horror games because I absolutely hate being jumpscared by cheap ♥♥♥♥! Plus I panic sometimes and hit all the wrong buttons and die because i'm just trying to run for my life and survive and the demons won't let me! I'm wanting to finish playing through RE4, but I don't feel like dealing with ammo management, cause that makes me even more nervous. lol

Yea. I completely relate to the lack of motivation thing, I was in a bit of a slump for quite a while. I wanted to do everything and nothing at the same time. Even now I still struggle with the motivation thing, and it's sooo hard to talk to people cause you don't think anyone really cares, or it somehow becomes about themselves which has happened to me enough to make me soo done with things. I agree, we'll both get over it and back to normal eventually!

Yea saving will be hard because I have a lot of other stuff I need to take care of first, but the day i'm able to enjoy it will be the day I become powerful! The games i'm looking forward to are zelda.. because I shamefully have never played a single zelda game ever, but really fire emblem! I saw a streamer playing it and sorta fell in love with how it plays out! I think I might need a switch though, and not a ds for that one.. ugh. Why must things cost money!

Oh actually, I just got off and i'll add that having a job has taught me i'm severely out of shape. My legs haven't been this sore since I helped my grandma move out overnight. Will I work out though? ... Nope.

I am horrible at new releases as well, I'm just a big red dead redemption fan. I adored the first one! I played through it like 5 times, I literally adore it sooo much. I'm unsure if my computer will run it as well, I hope it does because I want it soooo badly. If it doesn't, the new goal is to save for a new computer! lol I feel like i've been watching nothing substantial this year.. a lot of random twitch vods and stuff.. Have you been watching or reading anything?

I'm doing well though, at least better than I was. I'm trying to take it day by day ya know, and it's definitely easier getting out of the house now! How are you been? Anything you're working towards? I forgot to mention I've been considering getting a nintendo! Do you have one?

Before I started working I was actually getting through my backlog at a steady pace, then life happened. I think I wanted to complete Detention and Darkside Detective... but then I messed up and started thinking about Fallout New Vegas and playing that again for the rest of my achievements.. But this was after I bought F4 (game of the year edition) which is probably why i'll never get through my backlog! lol

I haven't played Skyrim in sooo long.. I need to play it again honestly.. (hehe) Maybe after I complete some newer games though like a good girl. I actually have a BL I need to read! But I always forget the name.. "Hashihime of the old book town", it's apparently got some japanese horror going on and I adore that so i'll also be looking into that one as soon as possible! I also need to get around to reading London Detective.. ugh.. so many books and games.. so little time! Another game I'm considering is Shenmue!

Hey no worries, I'm basically the same way. I get caught up in what i'm doing or lost in emotions and then one day is one week! I feel like this year didn't even really happen for me, it's literally just flown by. My days have all mixed together.

Thank you! I love it so much. The customers are nice and patient, albeit demanding sometimes. But my coworkers and the general atmosphere of the place is always so relaxing... That'll probably change when christmas comes and waves of people want their last minute decor.. Or the sale that'll take place after christ-oh wait black friday is coming up.. I'll let you know if I survive.. if I don't, bring pink roses to my funeral.

Hey Kina! Yea it's been way too long, what have you been playing lately? I'm doing alright, I got my first job and i'm adjusting to it well enough! I'm kinda nervous about some things still but for the most part i'm thinking i'm doing pretty okay. Red Dead is still coming to steam, luckily it's not an epic exclusive! Apparently it was gonna release everywhere at the same time, epic, their launcher and steam but Valve changed their policy or something and so they had to wait 30 days. So it'll be out December 5th!

It'll be a long wait but least it gives me time to get myself together and play something. I'm so behind! Is there anything you're looking forward to beyond red dead?

Recently i've been trying to get back into gaming more... or just anything to feel like i'm not wasting away doing nothing. Have you ever played darkest dungeon before? I've been trying that out recently, i've also been playing town of salem. Slow and steady I wanna get back into everything, but I lack the motivation for everything at the same time. Really sucks. How about you? Still not really feeling gaming lately? What have you been watching?

Sorry as well. Losing a friend is never easy, it probably seems silly that it'd affect me this much but I just.. idk, They're alive btw, just not my friend anymore. I feel like I should be over it but i'm not at the same time.

I thought they were going better but admittedly i've been sorta out of it, horribly out of it.. Like days past and I have no real grasp on anything yet. I'm going through everything slowly but surely, people swear that i'm getting better... but I can't tell if I am or if i'm not. It's always there.. bubbling beneath the surface. Ugh, I hope I get better eventually, I just sorta lie and try to pretend i'm fine to everyone around me. But the truth is just that I don't want anyone feeling bad for me, or feeling upset that i'm not actually better.

I haven't actually seen any yet! Only artwork and gifs from the movies themselves and they always look so colorful and crazy and interesting to me! Sprited Away is the one I tend to see the most! That one and Howl's Moving Castle are probably the most popular with Kiki's delivery service and the fish girl ones being close seconds ! I think I should honestly watch some to cheer myself up and actually experience the stories for myself but i'm not sure where to start! There's so many to choose from. But I need to do something i'm just stuck in this bad rut.. that's why I hadn't gotten back to you, sorry.

Ugh sorry... seems like everything that could've possible hit me, hit me last week about it and only got worse.. On top of trying to go to family reunions and stuff... least school is over. Lost a really important person.. completely.. (not death but ya know..) i've not really taken it well. Just barely am getting sleep.

As such I haven't really watched or done much at all, makes me feel like i'm wasting my freedom but I have no real motivation either. It sucks. I probably should watch light and fluffy things, or play something really happy and cute.. but I also don't wanna do anything at all, so everything's conflicting at the moment!

Porco Rosso? What was that one about? The most recent anime I think I watched was a movie titled something with fireflies... Grave of Fireflies!! That was pretty.... I watched the whole darn thing and I was like, "Why? Why did I do this to myself?" Hopefully the Studio Ghibli movies are more lighthearted than sad though, but I suppose a little sadness here and there isn't anything toooo awful, just as long as I can smile in the end! My heart can only take so much!

I'm like that with TV shows though, mainly because I get too lazy to keep updating myself as each new episode comes out. I tried to with Gotham buuuutt... I think I made it to episode 3? If that? Haven't seen it since! I usually prefer for a whole season to be out and done and finished so I can binge it cause once I move on, I move on!

Yea, it was really amusing watching him because he's so delusional that he thinks he's an innocent person, and the only way to get him to kind of talk about his crimes was to have him speak in third person from a "lawyer/psychologist" perspective in which he basically confesses without confessing as he's "pretending" that he's just in the mind of the killer... only the killer is him so it's pretty amusing! But I agree, you can only deal with sooo much crazy which is why I think I need to balance everything! I wanna watch something light and fluffy but at the same time I'm like, "THERE'S SOOOO MUCH HORROR I GOTTA CATCH UP ON UGH!" I actually saw screencaps from the Rilakkuma show! Is it like an animation? I also have been seeing Moomin go around as well, it's a lot deeper than the cute art would have you believe!

Final's week is officially over and I am freee! Ugh it's been such a long road, feels like just yesterday when I told you i've started school and now i'm finished with it Now that May is officially free for me I really should work on that backlog of mines but I know what'll happen, i'll be overwhelmed by all the stuff I need to get too! So many books and manga to read, so many games to play... I don't know where to start... But I agree!! We NEED more male versions! Honestly, us women are the ones who play those games the most anyway realistically!

I remember when Yuri on Ice was really popular, I sorta saw it everywhere. I considered watching it myself but then like I always I forget, or can't find it the way others can so give up! There's sooo many movies/shows I wanna see though.. starting with Studio Ghibli!

Yea, I'm hoping my motivation for gaming and reading slowly rekindles itself after I finish school! 5 classes are KILLER! Never do them at all! Your soul will be CRUSHED!! Mines certainly is anyway! The most recent thing I watched was a Ted Bundy documentary! Did you see it? You get to hear him talk and everything, and he legit delusional!

On the topic of anime though, I saw another Corpse party got released and i'm pretty pumped to get around to reading my manga on those, and naturally get the latest game!! Isn't Rilakkuma those cute japanese bear?? Also, have you heard of moomin?

Sorry, bit of a late reply! Things are sooo hectic, I can't wait for next week to end! I might sleep for like.. a whole decade honestly! But i'm hoping Blush Blush is like the start of more guy versions of games like that!! I'll be so happy if so... still hoping out hope for my male huniepop!

There's so much! Though recently i've been REALLY addicted to Tower Unite.. It's a nice game to play and lose time in! It's like sims, and you're the sim + you get to enjoy minigames lol. I'm thinking i'll probably finish up games I never started but completed though.. I have toooo many of those.

Hiii Kina! I missed you! I wanted to message you actually not too long ago to see if you saw blush blush since you like clickers, but then school and stuff. I see you're playing it though! Enjoy it? Life's been kinda crazy, school especially. This is my last semester though and then i'm free to work on my backlog so I can't wait! Hope you've been well too! What have you been up to lately?

Hey thanks for accepting! It's nice to meet you as well

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