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Becaa nuuuuuuuu Iz gunna miss you fam ;-;

Can't do much when you can't tell what's serious or not and then regret a minor mistake to put stress on your heart to make it feel like it was serious, while the pain lingers for a long time and blame yourself for it. Till the pain stop and you just forget about it.

Don't push me too hard cause I have a black, been cheated and lied. I know that I'm a wreck. I heard the first time spare me the speech, I know every line. Maybe I'm not alright. So eat your heart out, I guess you were right. It's fictional I'm fixable I'm clinical I need a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ miracle. I have a sickness. It's not a nightmare. This time it's real and it fells like I'll never be happy again. And I've been stuck here for long and I'm scared it'll never end. I'm just not cut out, to save my own life. I hope that's alright.

<3 ^^