Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my mom that it's good to have feelings...

this the last time imma tell y'all i ain't playin' won't play it safe, have every label by their lil willie till i get a millie for this ♥♥♥♥♥♥' tape…

If I can pay my bills, I'm good, I'm comin' over
Found a message in my bottle your son is comin' up
By the beer, by ear, by boo.. what yari saying?...
You ain’t nothin' but a baby, your fear is growin' up
Listen here I say my dude and what you call it
It was heaven at the bottom and peace from throwin' up
By the beer, by ear, by boo.. what yari saying?
You ain't nothin' but a baby, your fear is growin' up

"You say you've got them guns but I've never seen you bang
You say you've got them drugs but I've never seen you slang
You say you're in the game but I've yet to see you play
You say you're going hard but nobody feels the same"

" 'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye.
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry.
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah yeah
But baby don't cry."

"I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Ee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and another fig was Constantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn't quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn't make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet." -Sylvia Plath

Let's suppose, that you were able, every night to dream any dream you wanted to dream. And you would, naturally as you began on this adventure of dreams, you would fulfill all your wishes. You would have, every kind of pleasure. And after several nights, you would say "wow, that was pretty great. But now, let's have a surprise. Let's have a dream that I don't control. Well something is going to be that I don't know what it's going to be." Then, you'd get more and more adventurous. And you will make further out gambles. Finally, you would dream, where you are now.

"Therapy doesn't work. Then why do people do it? Because they don't want to take any responsibility for their crappy lives. So they pay a therapist to listen to their ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ and make it all feel special. So they can blame their crazy mothers for everything that went wrong. Sound familiar? It's a great racket too." -Ben

Heaven, if you sent us down
So we could build a playground
For the sinners, to play as saints,
You'd be so proud of what we've made

nunu: i hope you win
♥♥♥♥
that's not a lot of damage: i hope i lose
you angel