Tom
Tom   Lima, Peru
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we dream, we hope, we pray for better days
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Current number of people I'd have in my own world: 1

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Would anyone notice
If tonight I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me
And say the words that I need to hear?
That I'm no burden
Not so worthless
Bent so much that I just might break
All-consuming
So confusing
The questions that keep me awake

Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
Would anyone want me
If they knew what was inside my head?
Would anyone see me
For the person that I really am?

I won't lie
So hard to hide
I've never felt worthy of love
I would give up
Everything I have
Just to feel good enough

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Tonight the monsters in my head
Are screaming so damn loud
But I built walls so high
So they never even make a sound
It's a mask it's a lie
It's the only home I've ever known
'Cause being who I really am
Has only left me more alone

I am not okay
And I need you to see it
I have so much to say
And no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet
With so much at stake
I always feel like a burden
Let it silence me
You'll never understand
Why it's so hard to say
I'm not okay

I wish I had a scar
Had a bruise on the surface any kind of proof
That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse
My life's invisible abuse
I'm either judged or have to hide
The only symptom you can see
Is I don't wanna be alive

I'll never have the words, I can't explain this hell
But what if it kills me
If I keep it to myself
To myself

I am not okay
And I need you to see it
I have so much to say
And no one to hear it
I am not okay
I'm never safe
It's not a phase
If I finally break
Would you still stay?

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Those around me think I'm happy
But they don’t really give a ♥♥♥♥
So I scrape a smile and wear it
Guess that ignorance is bliss
I keep hiding what's inside me
Cuz it's easier that way
And when it’s you and I alone, I look to you and say

Take me away
Take me away
Who am I to try to save me from myself
Take me away
To better days
I'd give anything to just be someone else

Help me I am fading
From the rope around my neck
I need your strength to cut me down again
I swear that I don't wanna die
But it seems hopeless every time
The darkness comes alive from deep within
I know if I tried to end it
You would send my soul straight down
Disappointed in the way I wasted life and threw it out
But if the pain is gonna last forever don't you think
It would be okay if we just say you gave me angel wings

Show me that there's something more
Or someone else worth living for
Open up my eyes and lead the way
Cuz the lump is rising in my throat
The one that wants to see me choke
Suffocating me with misery

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I fell to the ground
I'm smoking all the time
Just tryna survive
I might kill myself tonight
I never ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ know
When I'm gonna go
'Cause one day I am happy
Next I'm strangled by the noose
I fell to the ground
Crying all the time
Sadness in my sound
I am always on the grind
I'm always feeling low
Stuck inside my mind
I just wanna go
But I never seem to die
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Comments
Voodoorg 14 Aug @ 11:19am 
+rep king deagle
Hugidi 14 May @ 10:39am 
nice awp
76561198275127182 30 Mar @ 1:53pm 
+rep thx for game
76561199163185884 15 Aug, 2023 @ 9:20am 
Signed by me :) lets play csgo
ÇяAZУУУ¹³³⁷ | Clash.gg 18 Jul, 2023 @ 6:21am 
But i can guarantee if you ever try this ♥♥♥♥ and try talk to someone elses gf like that behind their back again, someone will most definitelly at the very least beat you the ♥♥♥♥ up
#ÇяAZУУУ|¹³³⁷ 17 Jul, 2023 @ 5:55am 
Gf's tried to steal: 1, nose broken: 0 times so far