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𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗼𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗳 𝗜'𝗺 𝗶𝗻-𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗿 𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗔𝗹𝘀𝗼, 𝗶𝗳 𝗜'𝗺 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲-𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝗶𝗴-𝗽𝗶𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗱𝗲 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗻. 🎦

- 𝗚𝗼 𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗠𝗼𝗿𝗲 - 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗹 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹. - 𝗚𝗼 𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗠𝗼𝗿𝗲 -

- 𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝙎 𝗵 𝗮 𝗸 𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗼 𝗳 𝗳, 𝗽𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗯𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗼 𝙊 𝗻 𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 -

- 𝗔𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝘃𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳𝗳 -

𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝘀 & 𝗵𝗼𝗯𝗯𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗦𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗹𝘂𝗱𝗲 𝗕𝗠𝗫 (𝗯𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝗺𝘆 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗰𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗺𝘀/𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗼, 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗯𝗼𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗴𝘂𝗶𝘁𝗮𝗿, 𝗽𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗼 (𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳-𝘁𝗮𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁), 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰, 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗴𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱, 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗿𝘀, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗦𝘄𝗶𝗳𝘁𝗶𝗲⸆⸉.

🏃🏼 🦦 🩻 👯‍♀️ 🏂 🌱 🎸 🫐 🎞️ 🇺🇸 🇮🇪 🇬🇧 🇩🇪 🇸🇪 🇪🇸

𝗣𝗖 𝗦𝗘𝗧𝗨𝗣 -
𝗖𝗣𝗨: 𝟭𝟰𝟵𝟬𝟬𝗞 𝘄 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗮𝗺𝗲 (𝗶𝗖𝗨𝗘 𝗛𝟭𝟬𝟬𝗶 𝗘𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗘 𝗖𝗔𝗣𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗫 𝗫𝗧)
𝗚𝗣𝗨: 𝗚𝗜𝗚𝗔𝗕𝗬𝗧𝗘 𝗥𝗧𝗫 𝟰𝟬𝟵𝟬 𝗔𝗘𝗥𝗢 𝗢𝗖 (𝗔𝗱𝗮 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲) / 𝗛𝗔𝗟𝗢 𝗜𝗻𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗛𝗖𝗦 𝟳𝟵𝟬𝟬 𝗫𝗧𝗫 <𝟯 / 𝗥𝗧𝗫 𝟯𝟬𝟵𝟬 𝗧𝗶 𝗙𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗘𝗱𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 - (𝗧𝗶𝘁𝗮𝗻 𝗫𝗽 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗚𝗣𝗨)
𝗠𝗕: 𝗚𝗜𝗚𝗔𝗕𝗬𝗧𝗘 𝗭𝟲𝟵𝟬 𝗔𝗘𝗥𝗢 𝗚 𝗗𝗗𝗥𝟰
𝗥𝗔𝗠: 𝗖𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗣𝗿𝗼 𝗥𝗔𝗠 𝟲𝟰𝗚𝗕 𝗞𝗶𝘁 𝗗𝗗𝗥𝟰
𝗣𝗦𝗨: 𝗘𝗩𝗚𝗔 𝗦𝘂𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗡𝗢𝗩𝗔 𝟭𝟲𝟬𝟬 𝗣+
𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗴𝗲: 𝗦𝗔𝗠𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚 𝟵𝟴𝟬 𝗣𝗥𝗢 𝟭𝗧𝗕 / 𝗦𝗔𝗠𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚 𝟴𝟳𝟬 𝗘𝗩𝗢 𝟰𝗧𝗕 / 𝗖𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗧𝟱𝟬𝟬 𝟮𝗧𝗕 / 𝗖𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗣𝟯 𝗣𝗹𝘂𝘀 𝟰𝗧𝗕
𝗖𝗮𝘀𝗲: 𝗖𝗼𝗿𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝟰𝟬𝟬𝟬𝗗 (𝗪𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲) 𝘄 𝟳 𝟭𝟮𝟬𝗠𝗠 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗶𝗖𝗨𝗘
𝗩𝗥: 𝗗𝗲𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲
𝗞𝗲𝘆𝗯𝗼𝗮𝗿𝗱: 𝗥𝗢𝗚 𝗔𝘇𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝗘𝘅𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗲 ◎ 𝗖𝗼𝗿𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝗞𝟭𝟬𝟬 𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗥𝗬 𝗠𝗫 𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗘𝗗
𝗠𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲: 𝗟𝗼𝗴𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗰𝗵 𝗚 𝗣𝗥𝗢 𝗫 𝗦𝗨𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗟𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 𝟭/𝟮 - 𝗫𝗫𝗟 𝗗𝗲𝘀𝗸 𝗠𝗮𝘁
𝗗𝗶𝘀𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆(𝘀): 𝗔𝗦𝗨𝗦 𝗥𝗢𝗚 𝗦𝘄𝗶𝗳𝘁 𝗣𝗚𝟮𝟳𝗔𝗤𝗗𝗠 / 𝗣𝗚𝟮𝟳𝟵𝗤𝗭 ◉ 𝟭𝟮𝟴" 𝟮.𝟯𝟱:𝟭 𝗛𝗖 𝗦𝗶𝗹𝘃𝗲𝗿 - 𝗦𝗼𝗻𝘆 𝗧𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗻 𝗖𝗥𝗧(𝘀) ◎ 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝗱𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗕𝗩𝗠 & 𝗣𝗩𝗠 𝗺𝗼𝗱𝗲𝗹𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻.
𝗦𝗶𝗺 𝗦𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗽: 𝗧.𝟭𝟲𝟬𝟬𝟬𝗠 𝗙𝗖𝗦 𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗔𝗦 - 𝗧𝗵𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗺𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗧𝟯𝟬𝟬𝗥𝗦 - 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽 𝗦𝗲𝗮𝘁
𝗗𝗲𝘀𝗸 𝗦𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗽: 𝗖𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗺 𝗪𝗼𝗿𝗸𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗟𝗫 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗸 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲
𝗢𝗦: 𝗪𝗶𝗻 𝟭𝟭 𝗣𝗿𝗼

- 𝗚𝗼 𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗠𝗼𝗿𝗲 - 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗹 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹. - 𝗚𝗼 𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗠𝗼𝗿𝗲 -

- 𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝙎 𝗵 𝗮 𝗸 𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗼 𝗳 𝗳, 𝗽𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗯𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗼 𝙊 𝗻 𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 -

- 𝗔𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝘃𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳𝗳 -

𝗔𝗹𝘀𝗼, 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗼𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘃𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗼 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲𝘀. 𝗠𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗚𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗖𝘂𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝘇𝘆 𝘀𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗽 𝗱𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲𝘀. 🎮 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗛𝗔𝗟𝗢 𝘀𝗽𝗹𝗶𝘁-𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝗻 𝗢𝗚 𝗫𝗯𝗼𝘅 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗖𝗥𝗧 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗜 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆.

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I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But somethin' 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now

Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
We're singin' in the car, gettin' lost upstate
Autumn leaves fallin' down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days

And I know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more
And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all

'Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all too well

Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turnin' red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
And your mother's tellin' stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
You taught me 'bout your past, thinkin' your future was me
And you were tossin' me the car keys, 'F*ck the patriarchy'
Keychain on the ground, we were always skippin' town
And I was thinkin' on the drive down, "Anytime now
He's gonna say it's love," you never called it what it was
'Til we were dead and gone and buried
Check the pulse and come back swearin'
It's the same after three months in the grave
And then you wondered where it went to
As I reached for you, but all I felt was shame
And you held my lifeless frame

And I know it's long gone and there was nothin' else I could do
And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to

'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancin' 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well
And there we are again when nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath
Sacred prayer and we'd swear
To remember it all too well

Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of bein' honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lyin' here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all

They say, "All's well that ends well," but I'm in a new hell
Every time you double-cross my mind
You said, "If we had been closer in age, maybe it would've been fine"
And that made me want to die
The idea you had of me, who was she? An ever-needy, ever-lovely jewel
Whose shine reflects on you
Not weepin' in a party bathroom, some actress askin' me what happened
You, that's what happened, you
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
Sippin' coffee like you're on a late-night show
But then he watched me watch the front door all night willing you to come
And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turnin' twenty-one"

Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again but I'm still tryin' to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
'Cause you remember it all too well

'Cause there we are again when I loved you so (loved you so)
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well (oh, oh)
Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well

And I was never good at tellin' jokes but the punchline goes
"I'll get older but your lovers stay my age"
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
'Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well
Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
Just between us, I remember it (just between us)
All too well

Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there (I was there)
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it (all too well)
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there (oh)
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there (I was there)
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it (all too well)
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it