"The way I see it, there's two types of people. Those who spend their lives trying to build a future, and those who spend their lives trying to rebuild the past. For too long I'd been stuck in between, hidden in the dark. But what was I really doing walking in there with my bad haircut and ridiculous shirt? Was I there to make something right? Or was I just using a messed-up situation to indulge myself, grasping at some desperate delusion of control? Maybe the two went hand in hand more than I cared to admit."