God exists and is your Father and he has given you the gift of eternal life through his Son Jesus Christ, see more here: Is There A God [isthereagod.biz]

Even if your are unsure or have chosen to walk away from God there is still hope to enter the Kingdom of God if one would only turn and believe in Jesus Christ as God and Savior. There is always hope in Christ no matter what you have done. If you have time please pray this prayer that Jesus Christ gave to Saint Faustina once or as many times as you like:

Divine Mercy Prayer [www.thedivinemercy.org]

Please do not close the door on God, do not close the door on your eternal reward in paradise. Remember God is three persons, namely:

The Father, The Son (Jesus Christ) and the Holy Spirit.

Its is through Faith and Love in Jesus Christ that we are saved. If we have not Christ, we have nothing.