God, I hate myself, I make me sick
Why the hell would anyone want part of this?
Who would ever jump on board a sinking ship
With their sword drawn high?

And now you're takin' up a fight that's not your own
I wish that you would stop, just let me go
But you carry on like I'm invincible
With your sword drawn high

I'm not the hero that you hoped
I'm just a man who plays the role
So, if you love me, save yourself
'Cause there's no savin' me from hell

Why can't you hate me?
Just tell me I'm not worth the love you give
How can you trust me
When all I made is broken promises?

And why don't you leave me?
I'll only hurt us both again and again
Why can't you hate me?
'Cause god, I hate myself