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love u

While I'll accept that this is just how things are, I'm taking issue with the extents people are going to to violate my privacy just because they want to either harass me or ask me when I'm coming back. I've received several phone calls to my private cell phone number (lesson learned giving that to people I called friends), had my private Twitter account posted by an old friend as a "joke" (which I then had to delete), and even had people dig up and message an account I didn't even realize still existed just to try to either talk to me or tell me I should kill myself. Be angry about me, post about me, I don't care. But contacting me privately to the point that I'm in need of a phone number change is ♥♥♥♥ing ridiculous, and I guess I expected better. Rich coming from me, but come on guys.

I'm not playing the pity card. I was in a♥♥♥♥♥♥spot, I already posted about that, but I've gotten considerable help and I'm working to better myself in every way I can. I've got two jobs, I'm moving out of my house shortly, and I'm pursuing other things. YouTube is over.

Was talking to a sixteen year old a ♥♥♥♥ed up thing to do? Yes, won't challenge that. But I didn't know she was thirteen assuming that she actually is, and I would not have stooped to that point no matter how far gone I had been mentally. If you don't believe that, then that's fine. I know YouTube operates under a "guilty until proven innocent" mindset. It can be argued that my first two videos used this tactic, though I stuck to the words used by the subjects of my videos. I can't really prove myself either way when my choice was to remain silent.

So no, there is no Purge part 3, there is no iZombie video, there is no films of 2016 video. Zaptie is done. I'm just defeated by and tired of about the whole situation at this point, so think of me what you will. Just don't track down my contact information to tell me about it.