answer the phone i can't wait till you're alone (i'll) cut your strings and make you free but don't wait until your heart gets ripped up


You tried to calm down, but you can't stop hyperventilating and everyone is laughing at you and you tried to calm down, but that'd mean you don't care and that'd mean you're insane and you tried to calm down, but shut up, shut the hell up, and I don't ever wanna be calm and



"I wish I had a harem of adorable cat girls. Repercussions be damned."
"I wish I had a harem of demon girls. Repercussions be damned."
"I wish I had a harem of angel girls. Repercussions be damned."
"I wish I had a harem of monster girls. Repercussions be damned."
"I wish I had a harem of brown bunny girls. Repercussions be damned."
"I wish to remain free, to be a cute maid, with my own meaning of fun."
"I wish for a happy ending, in a world that might never get to see it."
"I wish I could actually get around to watching this show someday."
"I wish for a resolution for everyone's past, if I can stop myself from knowing my own."
"I wish to see the sights of the world and to roll them up into one vast space."
"I wish I could order coffee without looking like a fool."
"I wish for world peace."
"Just once, I wish I could rewind time to make things right."
"I wish I could give you pure, unbridled happiness that can come at no cost."
"I wish I can grant your wishes, and my own."
"I wish I can save you and save everyone else."

YET THEY COULDN'T HELP BUT HESITATE, ALL THEIR GUILT AND SHAME
SPILLED OUT, CLUMSILY, ONTO A BELIEF'S NAME
FOR WHEN I SAID SOMETHING ELSE WAS TO BLAME

THE ONLY PERSON LEFT TO BLAME
WAS
ME.

Everything's so screwed, and that's not even the worst part.
What's really awful...
Is everyone telling me to let go of the one thing keeping me going.

I don't know what to do anymore... but they're probably right.
Why, would anyone try to save me or you?

Fear equals the will to survive.
Death follows strong behind me.

at the end of everything i find you, my friend. and hungry still for our reunion, i rode the light of the stars to you. I will be here for you, always and forever.


https://youtu.be/mJAYJAXOf58
"Penumbra" suggests a state of partial shadow or dim light, often evoking a mood of mystery, uncertainty, or transition, themes of ambiguity, the unknown, or the boundaries between light and darkness.


A badge showcase hanging to my right, glimpsed out of the corner of my eye.
Endless repetition of the act of showing up next to comments and friends.
Time freezing in place like a 184px image.

"You are in a steam profile." The paranoid feel of someone using my identity. There was something disturbingly familiar about the headline before me... the text was all in pretty curves. The truth was a burning steam crack through my brain. I was in a steam profile.