its been a day without neverlose. I’ve broken my own arm in a panic attack once again. I woke up today trying to inject neverlose but it keeps crashing, I had a major stroke and passed out for exactly 1 hour, 23 minutes and 40 seconds. The shaking is too much. I can feel every nerve, tendon, muscle, and bone inside me rattle. I am shook to my atomically level, i can feel the nitrogen and oxygen in my body pressing against each other as i shake Every second, minute, feel as if my life energy is being strained through a fine mesh sieve. I feel my skeletal structure getting weaker… My body threatens itself to snap in two with the absence of neverlose. This might be it.
yes, im looking at telegram and discord as soon as I wake up and having a panic attack when I see it hasn’t been updated i’m writing this post while I was in the emergency room they gave me a sedative serum and a needle but it didn’t work I’m still calling I check the discord telegram and website every 10 minutes because the managers didn’t say anything nl
All I want to say is that I want to play with nl I can’t live without nl nl this is my life I can’t imagine life without nl I get up every day and watch the news nl every day I fall asleep at 3 am after hvh with nl
I NEED NL. I miss NL. Its has only been 1 day but it feels like a lifetime. I am lost with what to do. All i can think about is NL. I wake up and check my phone to see if its updated. I will cry and die and ♥♥♥♥ my pants if its not fixed soon. Please if anyone can hear my cries send help.
My mental health has spiraled out of control because of neverlose not being updated I don’t know how much longer I can do this my body