i- ( i? )
(who the ♥♥♥♥ are you !?)
i like ... this-
(why are you still doing this?)
i love it
(why the ♥♥♥♥ can't you just leave me alone? )
umm... what's it called again? ( again?? )
( irresistible ?)
hah yes, the essential feeling of being de- ( dead? )
dead ...
dead flat crushed under the weight of emotional/psychological/exis ******* inquisitive tortu-
( torture? passion! )
my hea-
( heart?, is that your thing now?)
my heart succumbs from
( my heart succumbs )
from this painful pleasure
(in this so called reality that these abysmal eyes straight up lying to my mind heart )

a strange feeling , you know?
(can't quite feel alive without it anymore)
you ? alive ?? anymore?!
( i guess )
( you guess? )