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She reads a book from across the street
Waiting for someone that she'll never meet
Talk over coffee for an hour or two
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood
Killin' time before she struts her stuff
She needs supporting, I'll become the crutch
She'll never know how much she means to me
I play the game, but I'm the referee
Even though I know what I'm lookin' for
She's got a brick wall behind her door
I'd travel time and confess to her
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger

I hitched a ride until the coast
To leave behind all of my ghosts
Searching for something I couldn't find at home
Can't get no job, can you spare a dime?
Just one more hit and I'll be fine
I swear to God, this'll be my one last time
When it gets dark in Pigeon Park
Voice in my head will soon be fed
By the vultures, that circle round the dead
I never once thought I'd ever be caught
Staring at sidewalks, hiding my track marks
I left my best friends or did they just leave me?

They found an empty bottle on her windowsill
The day her mother lost her sleeping pills
She was sick and tired of being invisible
Hard to see in colour when you're miserable
No one ever thought that she was capable
And the damage done is irreversible
Now she clings to life inside a hospital
Like she's trapped inside a frozen waterfall
Always said her life was never meant to be
Stuck here living someone else's dream
Well beyond your window there is so much more
Even every prison has an open door
And while the angels sleep all of the devils are awake
Waiting to steal your love right outside of Heaven's gate
And all the sacred hearts can't numb the feeling from the pain
'Cause when the drugs don't work you're gonna curse His holy name

We'll never drink your medicine and we'll never think your way
Masters of broken promises are born to manipulate
Your mind is a vault of prejudice but we see through the door
Your dirty little secrets ain't so secret anymore
We'll never drink your medicine and we'll never think your way
You're tied to an ideology from a book that's out of date
No room for your daft intolerance left in this day and age
We're not gonna go down quietly
We're not gonna be afraid
'Cause under the cloak of sanity's a madman in disguise
Are we blind, blind, blind?
We're slamming the doors of democracy on those who are not the same
We're casting the stones at liberty but no one takes the blame
Your cup is full of promise but there's nothing left in mine
Tell me why, why, why?

Now I'm waiting on the corner in the back of your mind
It's a lonely place to live, and I got nowhere to hide
'Cause you told me that you'd never be afraid of heights again
Nobody ever thought that we could make it this high
You're the only one I'd follow 'til the end of time
If we fall, we fall together baby, don't think twice again

Today I walked down our old street
Past the diner where we'd meet
Now I dine alone in our old seats
The cold wind blows right through my bones
And I feel like I'm getting old
But I wish I was getting old with you
I held your hand when we took shelter from the rain
She laughed as we picked out our children's names
White sparrows fell from heaven and carried her away
Black arrows cut the strings of my heart I kneel and pray
Her clothes hang in the closet still
The phone sits on the windowsill
And every time it rings it gives me chills
My heart just stopped when I was told
Doctor, doctor, on the phone
Said my love was never coming home
I hold your casket gently walking to the grave
Dark clouds eclipse, the sun won't shine again

Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know put concrete in my veins
I'd always walk home alone
So I became lifeless just like my telephone
Never played 'Truth or Dare'
I'd have to check my mirror to see if I'm still here
My parents had no clue
That I ate all my lunches alone in the bathroom
Teachers said, "It's just a phase"
When I grow up my children will probably do the same
Kids just love, they love to tease
Who'd know it put me underground at seventeen

Respect
Is never given enough today
I'm tired of looking the other way
An appetite that we can't sustain
We're on a mission to kiss our days away
So how long before the rivers start to rise dear
Yeah I thank my lucky stars to be alive here
A generation of castaways
Under a nation of tidal waves
Are we the passengers or the prey?
You can't escape from the past on holiday
So how long before the rivers start to rise dear
Pack your bags because the tide is getting high
Don't be afraid of the view from economy class
It's just the captain and crew jumping off of the mast
Who's gonna sound the alarm when the bridges collapse?
Is this the point where the bomb reaches critical mass?
Catastrophic events don't change
Today we feast, but tomorrow we pay
But don't you worry cause you'll be safe
I got a ticket to piss your days away
So how long before the rivers start to rise dear
Yeah I thank my lucky stars to be alive here

Let the rain fall down to the ground
And the birds don't sing, no, they don't make a sound
When you're six feet underground
Well, they cast me out when the word spread around
That I never sang in the church
And it took one night for the town to decide
I'm afflicted by the curse
So they marched me down to the center of town
With their pitchforks high in the air
I was chained and bound with a blindfold around
So the judge wouldn't catch my stare
And they hung my soul from the gallows pole
But the witch they never found
So to those who don't fit society's mold
Learn to swim or you will drown
And the angels sing, let it shine, let it shine
Dry the teardrops from my eyes
And the bells will ring when the blind lead the blind
'Cause the dead can't testify
And because I can't take an eye for an eye
In the afterlife I'll haunt you 'til you die

Swimming in the dark
We bound to drift apart
And I just can't go on
Pretending we're in love
We played with matches in the rain but never learned
We try to light it but the fire never burned
You thought that love was just a casting call
Well it's our turn to quit before the curtain falls
Sing out!
Don't need to pretend to love me
You don't need to pretend to want me
You don't need to pretend to need me
We just never were meant to
Am I wrong? Am I right?
Or have I lost my mind?
Now I dance around her heart
Like an actor plays the part
I hit the stage and I get blinded by the lights
I read the script but I just can't recite the lines

Slapped my face
Slammed the door
A dozen roses lay on the floor
I saw her friends
And I was told
She blocked my number from her cell phone
You said we
Were meant to be
Now this obsession is killing me
Until I have
A heart attack
I'll keep on trying to win you back
I'm not so sure
About this word
But she kept calling me insecure
I tried to quit
But theres no use
'Cause I'm addicted to her abuse
She's in control, of everything
I'm just the puppet, she pulls my strings
Denying truth, I'll test my fate
I'll keep on playing this wicked game
Went dancing on thin ice before
Frozen from the winter's cold
And if it were to crack below
I'd never let you go...

My head, it hurts, each day its getting worse
My looks, and smile, have now become my curse
Tight lips, red skirt, the never ending street
Big car, little man, my lover for a fee
So if you see me will you just drive on by
Or will I catch the twinkle inside your eye
And if you want me, well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?
My head it hurts, each day its getting worse
No sun, my room, has now become my hearse
Cold sores, i'm beat, got bruises on my feet
My pride, these men, have taken it from me