Void
Rin   Shimada, Shizuoka, Japan
 
 
『 Lonely Entity In A Twisted World Of Broken Society 』
『 Living For The Sake of Dying One Day』



"Where am I?" The Entity thought as he/she slowly regain its consciousness.
He/she began to wonder why its in this situation.

「 A feeling where one is Falling, yet they're Flying.
A feeling where one is Drowning, yet still Breathing.
A feeling where Time has Stopped, yet its Flowing. 」



When he/she is still in deep thought,
A sudden Ray of Light fall down.
The Entity began to wonder.
About why would a Ray of Light would Shine here.
As he/she knows that its surroundings are just a Complete Void.

The way the light shine is strange.
It's like its only purpose is to Highlight the Entity.
A while later he/she just let it be.
As it's better than being in a Nothingness World.

Time flies by, or so he/she thought.
He/she began to slowly gain an Emotion,
A thing which he/she doesn't understand,
Yet feels so familiar with.
He/she began to realize that the Space changes according to his/her feelings.



「 When it's Happy, the World turned White.
When it's Sad, the World turned Blue.
When it's Angry, the World turned Red.

And when its Full of Emotion,
He/she began to Lose Emotion.
At that moment, the World becomes Black,
Or so the Entity named it "The Void". 」



Another time flies by
And he/she found another things about itself.
The Entity is a Boy, but can also turns into a Girl.
He is Alive. But she is also Dead.
And so as to not confuse itself,
The Entity named itself "Lily"
And consider Himself as a Boy despite being able to become Both.

After the Entity named itself,
A Memory of a Broken World suddenly comes to its head.
Its a Past full of Broken Butterflies and Complete Illness.
A World in which the Black is covered in White.
And the White is painted with Black.

It's a World where a lot of Entity called Humans Live in.
A Fallen Angel and Holy Demon.
It's what Humanity is when the Entity is still there.
Kind people with Heart of the Fallen.
Cruel people with Heart of Holiness.

In the first place, Human is a Magical Creature.
They even willing to Sacrifice their own kind for their own benefits.
And after recovering some of his memories,
he decided to Forget them once again.



His is trembling. The Void is changing.
Now, every time his emotion changes,
The Void also changes Drastically.

「 When he's Happy, the World turned White.
He's sitting, leaning on a White Tree.
Around him is filled with a Beautiful Lilium Candidum.

When he's Sad, the World turned Blue.
He's laying down in a field of Scilla Siberica.
Among them, there are Oxypetalum Coeruleum
Scattered over the flower field.

When he's Angry, the World turned Red.
He's standing, gazing at the Night Starry Sky.
Around him is a Beautiful Red Flower.
Lycoris Radiata, a Ceremony Flower of Death. 」

And when he's in "The Void" State,
The Entire World becomes a Living being.
And Paradoxically, he became the World.

He is an Entity. But now he is the World.
But since he is the World, then he is inside himself.
"It can't be..." He thought.
Since he can be inside himself when he's still there.

Yet once again, he accepted it without any concerns.
And so on, he still Lives here, in the Void world.
Slowly accepting the Nothingness of World.

「 Yeah. This is a Perfect Wonderland.」
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