Dear, Justin

Man you wouldn't begin to believe how the world has just completely flipped in the short time you've been gone, I'm sure wherever you are you'd just be laughing at how I can't seem to grasp my head around the news of you leaving us, and this time in a way there is no way coming back, unlike maybe all those other sabbaticals we took from one another over the years I've had the privilege of getting to know, and knowing you.
For once I wouldn't mind a playground insult, an old country song, and that laugh of yours making fun of me over a Discord call over whatever stupid thing I felt the need to mention, or the radiator fan relay going out in your Ford, or the chrome on your rims going bad thus you needing to fix em.
I stupidly have kept sending you streaks, the timer has finally come on this afternoon, I wanted you to know we made it to 1,020 and I got the screenshots to always remember it, though the streak may fade away your memory in my mind never will, You arguably were the smartest man I knew, not to mention time to time the biggest thorn, though I believe that's what made our dynamic so unique and impactful between Crunchy, and DemonRellik25! From T.E.M.P to E.M. to Underworld TTT to Dbd, and CS from 2013 to now it's all those times that bonded us from the friends we once were to brothers, you were and will always be my family, I love you Justin, I apologize I didn't say it more.
Stopping into Camarillo late last year and sneaking you away from work to grab lunch at In-And-Out will always be one of my favorite memories of us, between the people watching, talking about your works spirit week, and just nonsense about what games we should play next and how we need to do that again soon, that hour flew by so fast, our future plans of doing it again soon will always be on my books man, even though they may not happen the way we pictured initially.

As much as I wish I could read this to you old friend, leaving it here will just have to do in hopes it finds it's way to you brother

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Rest easy my old friend, til we meet again Justin! I miss you