Having been left alone at the lake by Misato, Shinji is despondent after having been forced to kill Kaworu, and is unsure of what to do. The depressed boy visits the comatose Asuka in her hospital room, begging her for help because he's "Scared of Misato-san and Ayanami." Desperate, he repeatedly asks her to help him. Beginning to cry because Asuka's not responding, Shinji manages to shake her so hard that Asuka's vital monitors and hospital gown become undone, exposing her breasts. Shinji masturbates at the sight, but feels even worse afterwards, stating: "I'm the lowest".

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