Merry Christmas

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I am legitimately questioning if I really enjoy anything anymore. I don't like anything or anyone. The only things I truly feel are self hatred, and boredom. I don't even deserve to complain about anything, because I honestly can't do anything better than anyone else could, and I don't have any disabilities or handicaps. I expect so much of everything and everybody around me, without contributing anything myself. Even when I get what I want, I don't enjoy it. I just take it and carry on ungratefully. If I could actually do something that would make my life different or interesting to at least myself, maybe I wouldn't feel like such a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ peice of ♥♥♥♥ all the time.

+rep amazing soldier

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QkEt-g9YAe0

You look at me and I fall apart, on the sidewalk next to the school.
I immediately realize that, you are to my taste, the same bands on the likes list.
This feels easy, as if I have always known.

My heart is missing a piece and it looks like you.
My heart is missing a piece and you could fill it.
You are my missing piece. My missing piece.