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i'm a survivor in my own self of knowledge. i don't know what happen to me but i think its rare for me to express my feelings to others. i often take a advice from others which i don't want to use in my self to improve more about me. instead i make advice to others cause i want them to change but its awkward for me to tell them that thing they don't wanna do to their selves. i'm a journalist constracting many vital aspects of words into something i don't want to do about. i'm an engineer, yeah i remember !! marine engineer !! i don't know if i can graduate on that time. all i wanna do that time is just play and let my whole world free from anything i wanna do. but their are many things that bothering me from my freedom. I DON'T HAVE MONEY, money yeah money makes all things work. work as fine as water flowing everyday in the river. yes i can play but limited. i can buy things but priceless. i can eat in the fast foods restaurants but unsatisfied. money ♥♥♥♥ money. i wanna go home. i wanna feel again the feeling of having a dinner with all my relatives especially my family - mother father and brother. yes the four of us in one table, laughing talking on what we do in a day you know , the happy family thing. but those are just my dream that i think it would not happen anymore in my life. yeah in my life . coz u you know what. i got this ESRD CKD . u search for that thingy. life just go well without any disease but u know as we grow older
life just getting hard and harder . u know what harder things makes things harder ? is the attack of the miracullus disease, a sick, a life eater. that's it . i'm out of here. . . .
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i dont know why god give me this kind of sick untreatable decease. now i just realize that FOREVER does exist. u know why coz in KIDNEY FAILURE there is FOREVER. im now under going hemoDIALYSIS every twice a week, and u know that this decease needs someone to guide u everyday in your daily food and most of all we that got this ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ sick decease needs to reduce water intake. and its hard for me to resist such thing of not drinking water. im sick thats all and suffering on this life. i only need one thing ! ask me about it. ill tell yah.


System specs:
Cpu: Intel i7 3770k @ 3.4ghz overclocked to 4.1ghz
Gpu: Nvidia GeForce 780 GTX Ti 3GB WindForce 3X
Gpu no. 2: Nvidia GeForce 750 GTX Ti 2GB (Dedicate solely for PhysX)
Motherboard: Gigabyte GA-Z68XP-UD4
Keyboard: Razer Deathstalker Ultimate Edition
Mouse: Razer Naga Molten Edition
Monitors: 2x AOC 27" LCD screens
RAM: 4x Corsair DDR3 4GB

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