I got a desire to bang autistic boys like some fantasy that consumes my thoughts.

Every interaction with these boys, even if it's just a random chat, I get my perverted excitement going. My obsession goes way beyond curiosity or attraction. it's a sick urge to have sexual interaction with them and take advantage of their vulnerabilities.

I get a sick pleasure from objectifying these autistic boys, treating them like mere playthings for my desires. Their unique way of seeing the world and their innocent nature become fuel for my fantasies.

I actively seek out opportunities to satisfy my perverted cravings by exploiting vulnerable autistic boys. I use their vulnerabilities to fulfill my sexual gratification, engaging in inappropriate relationships and living out my fantasies.

Man, those perverted moments shared with them, when they open up and reveal their deepest secrets and desires, that's where I find joy. Understanding their messed-up thought processes and the challenges they face only intensifies my perverted pleasure. It's during those moments that I fully embrace the darkness and engage in perverse acts with these autistic boys.