Loss, in its most intimate and profound form, is not simply the absence of a presence. It is the echo of unspoken words, the silence that lingers in spaces once filled with the vibrancy of connection. Heartbreak, like a calculated wound, does not bleed openly but festers quietly within the depths of one's soul, unnoticed by the outside world. It strikes with precision, breaking not only the bond but fracturing the essence of trust and understanding that once formed the foundation of companionship. The loss of a best friend is a tactical retreat of the mind—a severance of a key ally in life’s ongoing campaign. The shared memories become a battlefield, each moment now laced with a duality of joy and pain, as one navigates the hollow void left behind. It is a miscalculation in a strategy built on shared values, leaving one exposed, vulnerable, and alone. Yet, in such moments, the key is not to dwell in the sorrow but to understand it, to examine the complexities of emotion and why the loss stings so deeply. It is through such reflection that one gains insight, not only into the depth of the bond lost but into one’s own resilience and capacity for growth. Loss sharpens the mind, heartbreak tempers the spirit, and the absence of a trusted companion forces one to re-calibrate, to move forward, with the knowledge that every connection holds both value and potential risk. But it is the willingness to take that risk again that marks true strength.

Bella Ciao

Sometimes I'm not who I say I am.

Come with me, we shall rule the galaxy together...

Who are you? Who am I to you?

Monster Hunter Longsword Main.

Friend's discord I'm active in [discord.gg]

discord handle is ayaka_emi

I rarely talk first, so you're going to have to put in the effort to talk to me.

Any re-use of my artwork images requires permission.

Visit my friend's website [naofumifukoshi.wixsite.com]
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You are a memory, that which I do not forget.

To those who have me blocked; When the mirror clears, will the path you chose still feel right?
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"You never really know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory."

"What is a wave without the ocean? A beginning without an end? They are different, but they go together. Now you go among the stars, and I fall among the sand. We are different. But we go... together."

"I don't know whether I was right or wrong, I guess I'll never know... But I made it. And I guess I should be thankful for that."

"Being in love is a difficult situation. Too much to bear, you can't help it. You can't control yourself to the extent that you're sad and in pain, and your heart is full."

"How long has it been. Not that long I guess. Like snow falls and disappears, the time will disappear too. Only thing which remains is a memory, with it we leave as well one day. Someday it all is going to end. Isn't this pretty much all there is to it. Spring comes and all is alive and then autumn comes and all goes to sleep. Then till the next spring comes around. I wonder, where it will be."

"When a person lies, what is important is not the lie itself. No, it is their reason. Their why."

"You’re all going to burn! We’re all going to die! You know not what you’re doing!"

"I may process moments and thoughts differently, but it does not mean that I feel any less than you."
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I am a Partisan, but the type of Partisan is for you to figure out.

My home is located at: 19°18'13.9"N 166°38'10.8"E

I'm just an average person, aside from having Schizophrenia, being very reclusive, and introvert.

My personality type, if anyone cares: Logician Personality (INTP) [www.16personalities.com]

My Instagram for random posting if you care for that sort of thing [www.instagram.com]

Don't bother asking my name, I likely won't tell you.

My real life level doesn't concern you, all you need to know is I've put my skill points in Mechanics, Electronics crafting, and Survival.

My preferred pronouns are She/Her, but I don't really care because I'm not the type to get triggered easily, nor am I a snowflake.

Not much else to say about myself, I'll come up with more later.

But for now, please don't add me if you're below level 10.
I don't trade, so don't bother. I also don't like my friends being public because I've had scammers go after them in the past, if you don't like it, not my problem.
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Chairs so close and room so small
You and I talk all the night long
Meager this space but serves us so well
We comrades have stories to tell

And it's always like that in the evening time
We drink and we sing when our fighting is done
And it's always so we live under the burnt clouds
Ease our burden, long is the night
Just as no stars can be seen
We are stars and we'll beam on our town
We must all gather as one
Sing with hope and the fear will be gone
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Don't you think of me enough?