"Don't bother getting too close to me,

2018: Even though I am homeless at the time of writing this, I still have high hopes for my future even tho it looks grim and those who I thought would be with me have kicked me out of the car and kept driving metaphorically.

I am afraid of so much, being alone with no one to call to pick up the phone, knowing that one day I will die and that hopefully theres something out there besides darkness. So with each day I live, I find joy in the moments I get to spend with those who are close to me, cause if I die where I stand, at least someone will say "Hey where's Jam, I miss him." cause that will be enough
for a while.


2010: Fear - I Am Afraid Of Everyone Cause I Know They All Can Hurt Me In Many Ways By Breaking My Heart, Hurting My Feelings , Or Just Even Making Me Feel Bad And Most Of All Evendo I Am Living Such A Cruel Painfull Life, I Am Afraid To Die And Loose Everything But Tbh All That Means Nothing To Me When I Have A Wife That Loves Me Cause I Would Give My Life In A Heart Beat To Save Hers Cause The 1 I Love Will Always Be The Center Of My Soul That Keeps Me Whole And Cause She Is The Love Of My Life And I Will Never Let Her Go - By Jamfn