When I was 18 I used to say I'd blow my brains out before I hit 20.
Today I'm 22. 23. 24.
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Looks like someone had a rough day
But it's just another Monday
Get yourself right off the floor
Go outside and close the door

You think you have it coarse
Other people have it worse
No one cares what you think
So shut up and let it sink

There's no love for the loveless
Only life inside your head
There's no hope for the hopeless
So give up and go to bed.
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There's no undo and there's no repeat
Can't go back to how we used to be
There's no restart but only proceed
Take up from where we've left off and see
Mili - Ga1ahand and Scientific Witchery
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Salty breeze, turquoise waters
Honey sand, never-setting sun
My skin, my eyes, my ears
And the world you left me
Are the signs you loved me
[...]
It took a million, a billion generations
To bring me here
I'm not going back
Mili - Ocean Bby
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For the first time you failed and I asked myself: "Is there meaning at all?"
I know that bodies rot, but where are your self, where are all your thoughts?
I wanted to believe, that ghosts are real, that ghosts are real
There are still many things, that I want to know, stories left untold.

Does it feel good to love? To hand out your all. To hand out your all.
Does it feel good to hate? To shelter oneself. To shelter oneself.
Does it feel good to live? To treasure the now. To treasure the now.
Does it feel good to die? To live your next life. To live your next life.
Mili - Extension of You
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Always a downer
Enough with the frowns
And talking 'bout death and stuff
People wont stay
Then you really cant blame them
When being around you ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ SUCKS!
Zalinki - Music For Sad People
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I kept a bullet in the chamber for a rainy day,
but what's the point in planning for it anyway?
Jamie Paige - Cadmium Colors (feat. Kasane Teto)
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You see, somebody once told me, that the world is going to roll me. I know that I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed, but she was looking quite dumb, with her finger and her thumb, making a gesture of letter "L" on her forehead. Well, when the years start coming they don't stop coming, I'm fed to the rules and now I hit the ground running. It didn't make any sense to not live for fun. Your brain might get smart, but your head still gets dumb. There is so much to do and so much to see, so what is wrong with going through the back alley? You will never experience it if you dont proceed and you will never shine if you dont emit electromagnetic radiation within a certain portion of the electromagnetic spectrum, also known as the light.

God that's so fu*king 2018.

It's 2022 2023 2024 2025 and I'm still not changing that.