Yes, I made a career out of my 4am BS thoughts. Do what you think resonates to your heart and bare in mind everyone will try telling you things to do in life from their mental paradigms which they have built over the years. Shift your thought process not everyone can look at life through the same lens and always keep your head held high and be proud of what you are and what you did and will do in life. People have become so mentally weak that they are offended with extremely small things nowadays so don't worry and speak what u think is right without worrying what they might think of you because stating what is right and better for the world is what matters in the end. Sweet talking and sugar coating for other s might get u more friends but does it make u really feel good. In the end be a rebel break all the societal ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ about how to build a career and work your ass off to be better and make your heart happy help the needy, donate as much as possible I would suggest personally donating to the needy and also take care of the stray animals. Har Har Mahadev