"I know you're out there, I can feel the popcorn.."

Note: If I don't respond to you, forums or elsewhere, its because I think you are a spinbot and I have no interest in dealing with puppet ai.

Darkness always calls my name
A pawn in this recurring game
Humanity going insane

When you do things right, people won't be sure you've done anything at all.
'Nullius in verba'

My first love was a packard bell 386 16mh c.p.u. w/ 4 megs of ram and a game called Wolf3d. Then Doom, duke nukem, quake and so on.
I like good ethics of fair play and honor.

I love teamwork and playing for FUN. I have my bad day's like the next person but all in all we need to remember its just a game.





**Message from N!N**
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Poor creatures.
Why must we destroy you?
I'll tell you why:
Order is the tide of creation, but yours is a species that worships the one over the many.
You glorify your intelligence because it allows you to believe anything.
That you have a destiny.
That you have a right.
That you have a cause.
That you are special.
That you are great.

But in truth....
.... you are born insane.
And such misery... ...cannot be allowed... ...to spread.
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On the edge of sanity im loseing my grip on life.I know my streingth i know my abilitys but i know not life or how it works. Simply an expierence like a leaf floating in a river. Not even the bug of a soul to guide me. The deal long forgotten my grace for a hand full of peanuts noone warned us during the journey in. lest noone deemed it nessicary to let us retain it @ birth. A vicious cycle of exsistance, that of one subjectively expierenceing its self; was not to far off of a proper statement. But in truth it is just a cycle of abuse and pleasure. The weak for the pleasure the strong to captin the abuse we do this to ourselfs for ourselfs. From that... somehow the "meaning of life" supposedly exsists. I fail to see it. I can only see the endgame that tails to a new event.... and life starts all over again. Billions of souls or just one soul split a billion times if not a prison than a school to teach and create a life fitting and proper for this newborn universe. Not its ruler or its creator but its expierencer to the greatness of time. A long trail of lessions seemingly endless in finalitys but none the less with end as life teaches us all things are in exsistance and then exsist nomore.


All your base are belong to us.