(IF YOU READ THIS: I HAVE PUNCTUATED MY TOUGHTS ONLY WITH FULLSTOPS AND THESE OCCUR ON SEPERATE DAYS WITHOUT NOTICE TOLD JUST A BUNCH OF MY LIMITED MEMORY SAID IN NO ORDER)IF YOU ARE ON THIS SUBREDDIT CHANCES ARE YOU KNOW THE DANGERS OF THESE ACTIVITIES, IF YOU ARE UNAWARE, BEYOND MENTAL DETERIATION ..... THESE DRUG INDUCED EXPERIENCES GIVE WAY TO MULTIPLE ORGAN FAILURURE AT AN AN UNPARALLED LEVEL IN ANY SOUGHT AFTER DRUG GROUG****......... . To start, Benadryl is not the only deliriant I've used. these include: travel sickness pills (Hyoscine hydrobromide / scopolamine), Phenergan (in bulk) and Benadryl and a few other (cant name). I've done the majority of of drugs known to man and am Very lucky I've retained enough of my psyche to write this(poor as it is) (((experiences separated by full stops))) . Drug use stemmed from past trauma and inadequacy. the appealing aspect of deliriants is doing what the general population would not and finding comfort in the obscure and the outcast / frowned on drug sector ( like i felt within). I've had a multitude of experiences...quick summary: forget the title and if you have had any similar please tell me. please : : ! ! !these are randomly remembered ! ! ! : : typical smoking cigarettes and they were never there. talking to long time or past friends that are not present or dead for hours.., talking to my folks/ siblings (real) in gibberish language that in my head was articulating for a long time( whole sentences of believed nonsense. “ waking up ” in the morning after falling asleep onnit actually (indoors) and being mentally on the beach under a towel with the sun blaring onto me. talking to furniture believing to be people and having long arguments with such about petty ♥♥♥♥ and becoming angry to the point of confrontation and violence only to have them revert back to chairs/wall corners. Need of fueling a furnace for the warmth of my family (the family wood heater) my mindset said it needed a denser fuel source than the wood provided (i chose a rubber medicine ball (alien material) that had inscriptions i could read then (random rubber texture onnit) to sustain us, I almost burnt the house down in my undies with rubber pouring molten from the fireplace after it caught fire. hour long almost Violent then diffused conversations/confrontations with myself believing it to be another person / entity, questioning my normal behavior while passing any mirrors ( i could not recognize myself/or my own movements if my life depended on it, (multiples of this) (think HARRY POTTER.... how he could have wasted away in front of the mirror, (except this time its real in your mind not just visual and ideal.. but there was nothing to gain.... imagine the frustrations to be had if everything you said was similarly matched and equally valid in context of a real argument, “ this is one convincing ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, speaks my mind often and knows what i do and how I do it, but says and does such in ever so differently!!!! I may or may not be able to fight this dog, he could be dangerous....“!! i have cut my skin disproving this person!! and then been mocked/ mocked them having mocked them/ been mocked myself. *I FEEL A LOT WORSE PERMANANTLY THAN I DID BEFORE BINGING DELIERIENT MULTIPLE TIMES