Hi. I doubt anyone's left to read this, but I want to get it off my chest. I remember starting off making stupid drawings. I was just a kid and I found something I really liked doing. I remember seeing a SFM tutorial once and thinking "wow that looks fun!" So I gave it a shot. I didn't expect my life to go like this, but I'm happy it did. I met a lot of friends and a lot of really good people. Even if I couldn't keep them, it was nice to have for awhile. For awhile I remember daydreaming about becoming the next huge animator with a crazy animation that wows everyone. I was never that skilled, though.
No, I seem to fall short in almost everything I do. But for awhile, this community made me feel like I could do anything I set my mind to. I had idea after idea and wanted so badly to see it all go into fruition. Ultimately, though, nothing good lasts forever. I fell out of the community and moved on like most people do. I never strived to be anything bigger than just another mediocre youtuber, and that's what I went down as. One major problem I always had was comparing myself. Every time someone made an animation better than mine (which believe me was a lot) I would berate myself and cancel what I was working on since it wasn't good enough. I would get jealous and mad all because I wasn't willing to put the effort in. It's just one of the many things I've hated about myself and have since tried to put behind me. I think I'm done animating for good. I had my fun and learned a bunch, but I just don't think it's for me anymore. And to everyone I've known...thank you. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you as much as all of you were there for me. If nothing else, I hope I was able to make you smile at least once. I wish you all the best, wherever life takes you.

--Brian