I grab the mug from my table which its contents seems to resemble some sort of white liquid.
Curious, i lift up the mug in a toast like fashion.
I say, "Cheers!" In a happy and cheerful expression towards the camera that is mysteriously recording me.
I lower the top part of the mug to my lips and tilt it to the entrance of my mouth which i then procceed loosen my lips to take a small sip.
I have consumed.
I lower the mug calmy with a now neutral expression on my face.
I come to slow and depressing realization
As to what i have done.
I begin feeling a sudden rush of sadness taking over me.
From my once neutral expression i changed to one that is filled with sadness and deep regret.
I may cry now.
All of my terrible actions that i have commited in the past is only now starting to affect me....