still in 2024 its been a few months
mental health has been in the dumps. BPD getting the best of me somedays.
At this rate I might be seeing you sooner than expected.

Reached a point where I no longer feel comfortable around anyone that I know and I dont even really know myself these days

Wish you could be here to kick it with. Could really use some corny ass humor right now.

Miss you man and love you

2024
Still missing you bud!
Aint to much changed. Mixed up the diet last year and started hitting the gym pretty hard.
Thought about you the other day! Game came out called Helldivers and I think you would have loved it. Its currently the big thing. Another game pal world came out and you would have seriously messed with it. Its basically Pokemon with guns and you can catch people to xD

Anyway Hope the afterlife is treating you well. Ill check in next year bud
Love and miss you!

Bro the worlds going to ♥♥♥♥ these days.
also the games still arent to fun. Cyberpunk is getting DLC I think so you would have liked that alot. Cant believe its been 2 years now. Im getting ready to start playing destiny again. Needed a major slog in my life so thats where I settled. Hope your vibing up there in the big beyond.
Love you man

so the summer got a lot betetr for the most part. Lost another friend shortly after you passed on. So maybe you and him(corey) have met and are chilling)
I ended up making aclan for like minded folks and I think you would have loved it.
back 4 blood is out in like 2 months. The beta is stupid fun. I also saw your parents grieving during your pops birthday. Everyone misses you and we all hope the afterlife is treating you better
Love you man!

I have been feeling unbearably singled out as of recent. Almost like public enemy number one. Kind wish you were here to spoil the malaise thats so ever present.
Got a new job at fed ex and have been making some really good money. Finally got around to playing cyberpunk on xbox. Despite not liking the controls and some of the mechanics the game was pretty fun.

It sucks that you managed to make it out of this life so young. We really could have had some times my man. Anyway/ Love and miss you and ill be back in a little while.

Hey bud, hope your having a good time up there, your still remembered here at Kaldara, outriders was okay, abit buggy, cyberpunk was pretty decent, and man destiny is getting better, you wouldve liked it so much, alot of the old members have left, some you wouldve known, and we have lots of new members, and when you passed you became our first member with the "Fallan Kaldaran" Tag on discord, with your own colour, and some people ask about you.. so even with the new lots of people, your still remembered and never forgotten.. id like to say a poem, written by dylan marlais, but used in batman spoken by alfred..

"Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light."

i miss ya man, like remus ill be back <3