Im not depressed, im not this or that, im just not content with life. Idk who I am, im always scared because of the anxiety, I have ptsd so simple ♥♥♥♥ like sports is really hard for me because im afraid of the memories it brings back. Its ♥♥♥♥♥♥ man. Now I've decided that maybe I'm not super ugly and the fact that I workout could maybe help me get a girlfriend or something, then I realize who the ♥♥♥♥ would want a lost, disappointed, dissatisfied, goblin such as myself?? Im pretty much retarded when it comes to social clues so keeping a relationship is already hard but now combined with everything, I think I can put myself out there but I seriously don't think I'll get anything to bite. Idk anymore about that either, I do and dont want a girlfriend, I do and dont want to grow up, I do and dont this and that, only reason my grades are low is because of how much time I spend trying to ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ decided what I want to do today. This isn't very fun gotta be honest and I think mentally it would help terrifically but then again, im so ridden with anxiety that talking to girls let alone cute ones is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hard. Have a good night if your reading this and good luck I guess.

ᴵ ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ ᴵ ʷᵃˢ ᶜʳʸⁱⁿᵍ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᵐʸ ˢⁱˢᵗᵉʳ ᵈᵒᵉˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ. ² ᵐⁱⁿᵘᵗᵉˢ ᵃᵍᵒ ᵐʸ ˢⁱˢᵗᵉʳ ˢᵃⁱᵈ ᶜᵃⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ˢʰᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠ*** ᵘᵖ
ᴵ ᵈⁱᵈⁿ'ᵗ ˢᵃʸ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢ ⁵ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒʳⁿⁱⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖ ᵇʸ ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ ᵈᵉᵖʳᵉˢˢᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴵ ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵃ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᴵ ʷᵃˢ ᶜʳʸⁱⁿᵍ ˢᵘᵖᵉʳ ʰᵃʳᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵐʸ ˢⁱˢᵗᵉʳ ʰᵉᵃʳᵈ ᵐᵉ ᶜʳʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵃᵐᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵃⁱᵈ ᶜᵃⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ˢᵗᵒᵖ. ᴬⁿᵈ ᵃˡˢᵒ ᴵ ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ ᵐʸ ˢⁱˢᵗᵉʳ ʷᵃˢ ᶜᵒᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵐʸ ʳᵒᵒᵐ ᵃⁿᵈ qᵘⁱᶜᵏˡʸ ʷⁱᵖᵉᵈ ᵐʸ ᵗᵉᵃʳˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃᶜᵗᵉᵈ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᴵ ˢᵃʷ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᶠᵘⁿⁿʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ ˡᵃᵘᵍʰⁱⁿᵍ. ᴵ'ˡˡ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ. ᴬᴺᴰ ᴺᴼᵀ ᴼᴺᴸʸ ᵀᴴᴬᵀ!! ᵐʸ ᵍʳᵃⁿᵈᵐᵃ ʰᵃᵗᵉˢ ᵐᵉ ˢᵒ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ ᶜᵃˡˡ ⁱᵗ ᵃᵇᵘˢᵉ ¹⁰⁰⁰⁰ᵇⁱˡˡⁱᵒⁿ ᵗⁱᵐᵉˢ ˢʰᵉ ᵖᵒᵘʳᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵈᵃ ᵒⁿ ᵐᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᴵ ʷᵃˢ ᵗʳʸⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵃ ⁿᵃᵖ ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᴵ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖ.. ᵃⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰʸ, ᴬᴺᴰ ˢʰᵉ ʸᵉˡˡᵉᵈ ᵃᵗ ᵐʸ ᵐᵒᵐ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶜᵃˡˡᵉᵈ ᵐᵉ ᵃ ᵇᵃᵈ ᵏⁱᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵃⁱᵈ ˢʰᵉ ᵈᵒᵉˢⁿ'ᵗ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢʰᵉ ᵗᵒᵒᵏ ᵐᵉ ⁱⁿ ʰᵉʳ ʳᵒᵒᵐ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ¹ᵐᵒⁿᵗʰ ᵃᵍᵒ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵃⁱᵈ ˢᵒ, ᵃʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵒⁿⁿᵃ ᵉˣᵖˡᵃⁱⁿ ʰᵒʷ ᴵ "ᵈⁱᵈⁿ'ᵗ ᵖᵒᵘʳ ˢᵒᵈᵃ ᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘ" ᴵ ˢᵃⁱᵈ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢʰᵉ ᵈⁱᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵐʸ ᵃⁿᵍᵉʳ, ᶠᵉᵃʳ, ⁱⁿˢᵉᶜᵘʳⁱᵗⁱᵉˢ, ᵇʳᵃᵛᵉⁿᵉˢˢ.. ᴮᵘᵗ ˢʰᵉ ˢᵃⁱᵈ ᴵ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ᵇᵉˡⁱᵉᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ.. ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖᵃᵗʰᵉᵗⁱᶜ ʸᵒᵘ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᴵ ˢʰᵒᵒᵏ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵃⁱᵈ ʸᵘᵖ.. ᵗʳᵘˢᵗ ᵐᵉ ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ. ᴵᵗ'ˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᴵ'ᵐ ⁿᵒᵗ ˢᵒ.

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