No one will ever read this anyway, but I have to share it somewhere… I deleted (28.10.2024) FB, DC, Badoo, other accounts, things. I disappeared. No one was left who cared about it. Probably no one even noticed. I've never felt so lonely, empty, worthless. No one understands me. I hate my life ruined by autism, anxiety. I’m defective, too broken. God, I wish I was normal. I’m a failure as a man. I've never had a girlfriend and never will. They're not interested in me. If I had known what my life would be like... I would have suffocated during childbirth. My whole life is a joke of fate. Nothing good awaits me. I've lost hope in my life. There's no one left to change that. No one like that will ever come. I've given up. I just want everything to end. I'm tired, very tired.

Farewell.


I wish I had never been born… I wish I could just disappear…