This is my story, my journey

See it as sort of a support group, as my story and journey may differ from yours I am sure you have your journey and story as well and you are allowed to share all the cheer and pain right here in privacy without anyone judging you.

I truly hope bringing my story out will inspire and help other people.
That it will give some the courage to believe support of just having friends and people around you can be powerful.
The power of a listening ear, the power of a hug, the power of playing a game together, etc.
After all we’ve all been through something or are going through something.
And sometimes that’s a burden that is not easy to carry alone, even though I did for many years.
Only a select few people know about it IRL and online.

But looking back, maybe I should have brought my story out sooner.
Maybe I should have been more open about it towards everyone.
But such a thing is often not just so easy as it is a form of a demon you battle against and you do not want to trouble everyone with it.
Thus with bringing this out, I hope it may guide and help others as well.

I think after all this time, it is time to get my story out instead of always keeping it to myself and be that loner, that lurker...
The reason why I sometimes game a lot and not game but some clicker games.
The reason why I’m sometimes suddenly quiet and missing in action.
The reason why my live sometimes get put on hold until things go better again.

This is my story and journey of my illness and the battle to find what it is.
The road from doctor to specialist, the drag, the tears, the bravery, the holding on.
And everything in between.

Never underestimate how important health is and how much health can mean to you personally.

This place is a save haven for everyone.
Everything is members only locked so you are all protected here by privacy.

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Sometimes I also tweet!