So hypothetically speaking, i have a girlfriend. And let’s say, I was inexperienced so I wanted to watch videos on how to satisfy her. But let’s say I couldn’t find anything helpful, so I tried something else... would it be considered weird if I bought a 9.2 inch realistic dildo anal dildo with strong suction cup and used it on myself in the shower just to see what feels good? I know this can be considered a difficult question to answer, but I feel as if my experiment was successful because I realized it feels really good, so she must enjoy it as well. Thanks for answers!